Think i am starting to understand the true meaning of RE-search. RE and RE and RE repeat n repeat n repeat n u still might not get what u want. search and search until u lose urself and 'a life'
there's SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG with the BRAINs of those ppl planning our timetable. THREE labs for a yr4 sem2, with ONLY two 4 hour breaks and 1 morning to do fyp for the entire wk? WTF they expect us to do our FYP from 6pm to 6am and on sat n sunday?! WAD KIND OF STUPID COURSE IS THIS. HELLO its Graduating Sem alr. n there's interviews to go for etc. WTF WTF. AND WHY some ppl from other schools/courses can get one whole sem jus to do their fyp while we have to slog like this?
- angry n whines and whines and refuse to go to lab on a sun when u're alr working full time from mon to sat -
-TMD i feel so weak and fed up -
Sunday, November 8
Just watched Devil Wears Prada. 2nd time. 1st time was on the flight to japan if i din rem wrongly. Love feel-good movies. Cliche it may sounds, but i m kinda inspired by the movie. Give the best u can at wadever u are doing now, even tho it may end up as a wild goose chase.. cox its only at the end of it when u have achieved sth then u will realise what u really want and sometimes gd things still can come out the seemingly time wasting chase.
Had quite a fruitful wkend. Proud that i got a gd western blot n film on my own for my fyp! ran 8K, and did some solid work for PT. hopefully its solid.
I have been eating lunch for so many times of the wk and doing things on my own so often that i m amazed by myself.
Had quite a fruitful wkend. Proud that i got a gd western blot n film on my own for my fyp! ran 8K, and did some solid work for PT. hopefully its solid.
I have been eating lunch for so many times of the wk and doing things on my own so often that i m amazed by myself.
Thursday, September 24
好累哦。可是就是想任性地发呆。明明脑袋很需要休息但是偏偏让它无味地加班。
我喜欢陈绮贞的歌词。就喜欢一些好象看得懂却其实不是很了解的字句。但又却好像能从中领悟到一些道理。
SELF
（华丽的冒险）陈绮贞
几次悔过
掩埋狂妄的恶魔
感觉却好像毁弃善良的自我
几次脆弱掩饰
不甘的示弱
[这就是我]
再说
我也不特别渴求永久
其实我也无法忠于单一感受
静止了沉溺了
无声的灭绝
晕眩
是我拒绝你已清醒的双眼
是我招唤你眼底的错觉
就让我用力砸碎轻声的诺言
拥抱瞬间
是我用真实的编造了谎言
也是我用残破的猜测这世界
就让我回应你已失序的狂野
虚伪瞬间
是我
几次悔过
掩埋狂妄的恶魔
这感觉却好像毁弃了善良的自我
静止了沉溺了
无声的灭绝
退怯
是我拒绝你已清醒的双眼
是我招唤你眼底的错觉
就让我用力砸碎轻声的诺言
拥抱瞬间
是我用真实的编造了谎言
就算我用残破的猜测这世界
再一次回应你已失序的狂野
我们表演
music
是我用真实的编造了谎言
就算我用残破的证实这世界
再一次让我尝靖错的甜美
甜美瞬间
是你带我经过纯洁的瞬间
无悔无邪
我喜欢陈绮贞的歌词。就喜欢一些好象看得懂却其实不是很了解的字句。但又却好像能从中领悟到一些道理。
SELF
（华丽的冒险）陈绮贞
几次悔过
掩埋狂妄的恶魔
感觉却好像毁弃善良的自我
几次脆弱掩饰
不甘的示弱
[这就是我]
再说
我也不特别渴求永久
其实我也无法忠于单一感受
静止了沉溺了
无声的灭绝
晕眩
是我拒绝你已清醒的双眼
是我招唤你眼底的错觉
就让我用力砸碎轻声的诺言
拥抱瞬间
是我用真实的编造了谎言
也是我用残破的猜测这世界
就让我回应你已失序的狂野
虚伪瞬间
是我
几次悔过
掩埋狂妄的恶魔
这感觉却好像毁弃了善良的自我
静止了沉溺了
无声的灭绝
退怯
是我拒绝你已清醒的双眼
是我招唤你眼底的错觉
就让我用力砸碎轻声的诺言
拥抱瞬间
是我用真实的编造了谎言
就算我用残破的猜测这世界
再一次回应你已失序的狂野
我们表演
music
是我用真实的编造了谎言
就算我用残破的证实这世界
再一次让我尝靖错的甜美
甜美瞬间
是你带我经过纯洁的瞬间
无悔无邪
Wednesday, September 9
3 more mins to end of 090909. jus felt like blogging on this date.
Lab work been fun.. and i really like the environment at bti.. but really tiring esp when there's still so much other stuff to do.. waking up at 6+ everyday is no joke.
I jus found out that my main supervisor is a Taiwanese, haha. the 1st day i met him he alr speak to me in chinese.. other than the technical terms la. thank god. I think i had gd training in taiwan alr HAhaha. And my the other supervisor the one whom i see almost everyday n teaching me all the lab techniques is a malaysian. And we converse in English, mandarin and canto. lol. And he is super super thrifty n really tries very hard to save taxpayer's money by helping Astar to save money tho everyone else there is wasting all the disposables like mad. And he always ask me whther i know how to write the word 穷 when i laugh at how he tries to save. but its gd la.. haha. And i got a shock on sat when he told me the cost of one small bottle of the transfecting chemical to transfect the cells.. like close to 800+ bucks.. i suddenly realised that how much money this project cost n in a way thankful that i dun have a budget problem at all.. opps..
Lab work been fun.. and i really like the environment at bti.. but really tiring esp when there's still so much other stuff to do.. waking up at 6+ everyday is no joke.
I jus found out that my main supervisor is a Taiwanese, haha. the 1st day i met him he alr speak to me in chinese.. other than the technical terms la. thank god. I think i had gd training in taiwan alr HAhaha. And my the other supervisor the one whom i see almost everyday n teaching me all the lab techniques is a malaysian. And we converse in English, mandarin and canto. lol. And he is super super thrifty n really tries very hard to save taxpayer's money by helping Astar to save money tho everyone else there is wasting all the disposables like mad. And he always ask me whther i know how to write the word 穷 when i laugh at how he tries to save. but its gd la.. haha. And i got a shock on sat when he told me the cost of one small bottle of the transfecting chemical to transfect the cells.. like close to 800+ bucks.. i suddenly realised that how much money this project cost n in a way thankful that i dun have a budget problem at all.. opps..
Tuesday, August 4
A post written last night on the plane..
04 Aug 2009, 0000hrs..
Cough cough… =( been 3 wks. Gosh. Coughing jus makes u breathless n tired. Haha I jus needed to complain.
On my way back to our own sunny island where we call home, where my comfy bed is, and where I can go visit my gp n cure my cough. Lol. And jiawei is beside me blogging on her omnia as well. Stupid jetstar flight was delayed for almost 3 hrs and we spent most of the time we rotting at the starbucks. And I jus finished scanning thru the fyp topics for the past 2 hrs of the flight and dozin off countless times intermittently.
Past one month in Taiwan has been gd n I m really thankful for a lot a lot of things. For jiawei my dear classmate who has been a great travel companion and btw has the nick name of queen mother and msn/fb addict (LOL), for the wonderful Taiwanese host and friends for their great hospitality and help, for the amazing SEP students I have met who were great fun and company, for the wonderful ppl I have met in the pharmacy, for the miraculously good luck that was bestowed to us during many many incidences in our trip (e.g. not having booked accommodation when we reached taidung at 12 midnight and we jus randomly asked a group of Taiwanese where they were staying for the night and wola we got a perfect 民宿 to spend the night at), for the good n freaking hot weather almost 35, 36 deg everyday w/o any typhoon, and I dunno wad else but there are jus too many amazing incidents. Though it is already my 4th time in Taiwan, there are still new experiences n lessons to be learnt.
Been to green island (which was really really fabulous, scooter-ing around the island with the great sun, vvvvvvv blue sea and really breathtaking scenery, and the snorkeling etc) and also kenting n Kaohsiung, of course not forgetting the company of chernyih for 1 wk plus, which made our trip more interesting and fun filled.
I have come to realized that I enjoy staying abroad, other than the fact that when you fall sick. As in I dun really get home sick, and I kinda enjoy the freedom of experiencing new culture n new things. But I have to say that perhaps Taiwan is still rather similar to sgpore in many ways, so it was quite easy to adapt and my Chinese was quite sufficient for me to get around. And I think I have learnt to be more patient towards others as well, for you never know when you will need their help esp when you’re alone aborad. And sometimes, just by opening you mouth and asking, you will be surprised by how ppl are actually willing to help and the many many doors that you can open and the limitless possibilities that you are really thankful for and bewildered at the end of the trip.
Was really a fruitful SEP trip and I m really thankful to have such an opportunity. Really memorable trip. Ok I should get some rest n hopefully by the next blog entry my cough would have recovered=)
04 Aug 2009, 0000hrs..
Cough cough… =( been 3 wks. Gosh. Coughing jus makes u breathless n tired. Haha I jus needed to complain.
On my way back to our own sunny island where we call home, where my comfy bed is, and where I can go visit my gp n cure my cough. Lol. And jiawei is beside me blogging on her omnia as well. Stupid jetstar flight was delayed for almost 3 hrs and we spent most of the time we rotting at the starbucks. And I jus finished scanning thru the fyp topics for the past 2 hrs of the flight and dozin off countless times intermittently.
Past one month in Taiwan has been gd n I m really thankful for a lot a lot of things. For jiawei my dear classmate who has been a great travel companion and btw has the nick name of queen mother and msn/fb addict (LOL), for the wonderful Taiwanese host and friends for their great hospitality and help, for the amazing SEP students I have met who were great fun and company, for the wonderful ppl I have met in the pharmacy, for the miraculously good luck that was bestowed to us during many many incidences in our trip (e.g. not having booked accommodation when we reached taidung at 12 midnight and we jus randomly asked a group of Taiwanese where they were staying for the night and wola we got a perfect 民宿 to spend the night at), for the good n freaking hot weather almost 35, 36 deg everyday w/o any typhoon, and I dunno wad else but there are jus too many amazing incidents. Though it is already my 4th time in Taiwan, there are still new experiences n lessons to be learnt.
Been to green island (which was really really fabulous, scooter-ing around the island with the great sun, vvvvvvv blue sea and really breathtaking scenery, and the snorkeling etc) and also kenting n Kaohsiung, of course not forgetting the company of chernyih for 1 wk plus, which made our trip more interesting and fun filled.
I have come to realized that I enjoy staying abroad, other than the fact that when you fall sick. As in I dun really get home sick, and I kinda enjoy the freedom of experiencing new culture n new things. But I have to say that perhaps Taiwan is still rather similar to sgpore in many ways, so it was quite easy to adapt and my Chinese was quite sufficient for me to get around. And I think I have learnt to be more patient towards others as well, for you never know when you will need their help esp when you’re alone aborad. And sometimes, just by opening you mouth and asking, you will be surprised by how ppl are actually willing to help and the many many doors that you can open and the limitless possibilities that you are really thankful for and bewildered at the end of the trip.
Was really a fruitful SEP trip and I m really thankful to have such an opportunity. Really memorable trip. Ok I should get some rest n hopefully by the next blog entry my cough would have recovered=)
Wednesday, July 22
No work today due to the external audit the hospital is having today. so they shooed me away. But i still woke up to attend the infectious disease combined meeting from 8 to 9 by 猴子学姐 lol. Then went to have breakfast n saw the partial solar eclipse which happened to be the darkest at ard 9.40pm.. many passerbys were taking out their camera but i din bring mine out. haha but then still quite cool to catch one. like 难得 got the 闲情逸致 to see it.. in sgpore probably most ppl can't b bothered.. N i m still wondering wad to do w this free day..
Taiwan has been fun so far..I m too lazy to update. Went to climb elephant hill last nite which was near our school and man the night view was really good. perfect spot to capture 101 and also to partor o.O haha. And we went abit carzy n high on the road doing the YMCA moves along the road outside ppl's house. thanks to the hyper suzan jiawei's new found love/rm mate. haha watch for the video in fb later.
Still having the irritating cough which i am still getting at bedtime. it gets so bad right b4 i sleep that i take like almost an hour to fall asleep every night for the past few days while i m perfectly alright in the day. been a week plus n i reckon that it is probably bronchitis alr. I wanted to see the doctor alr to get antibiotics but this coummunity pharmacist was like why dun i jus sell u some. o.O haha. so i just bought the one tt my GP in sg always gives me. crossing fingers hoping tt i will b ok by the wkend.
Taiwan has been fun so far..I m too lazy to update. Went to climb elephant hill last nite which was near our school and man the night view was really good. perfect spot to capture 101 and also to partor o.O haha. And we went abit carzy n high on the road doing the YMCA moves along the road outside ppl's house. thanks to the hyper suzan jiawei's new found love/rm mate. haha watch for the video in fb later.
Still having the irritating cough which i am still getting at bedtime. it gets so bad right b4 i sleep that i take like almost an hour to fall asleep every night for the past few days while i m perfectly alright in the day. been a week plus n i reckon that it is probably bronchitis alr. I wanted to see the doctor alr to get antibiotics but this coummunity pharmacist was like why dun i jus sell u some. o.O haha. so i just bought the one tt my GP in sg always gives me. crossing fingers hoping tt i will b ok by the wkend.
Wednesday, July 8
Somehow i like doing the laundry as well. haha weird.
And its weird that I dun exactly miss home. haha. but of cox there are ppl to b missed. hahaha.
going to kaohsiung n kenting over the wkend!
attachmt here so so bah i guess. Ward rounds w the ID doctor was rather interesting.. tho i think my antibiotics and microB is really not up to it.
Pseudomonas aeruginosa - 绿毒杆菌
S。Aureus- 金黄色球菌
Thank god their case notes are in english.. but when they discuss about cases they converse in mandarin. haha.
And its weird that I dun exactly miss home. haha. but of cox there are ppl to b missed. hahaha.
going to kaohsiung n kenting over the wkend!
attachmt here so so bah i guess. Ward rounds w the ID doctor was rather interesting.. tho i think my antibiotics and microB is really not up to it.
Pseudomonas aeruginosa - 绿毒杆菌
S。Aureus- 金黄色球菌
Thank god their case notes are in english.. but when they discuss about cases they converse in mandarin. haha.
Friday, July 3
Monday, June 29
I am back, but will b gone again in no time.
Preceptorship was good. much beter than last yr. And i m sure I'll be doing hospital for my prereg.
Had a good 1 week break after preceptorship though I was runing all over the place settling visa/rpts/blah. Also met up, caught up and got caught =)
Will try to update from tw =)
-h1n1 stay away from me n my loved ones-
Preceptorship was good. much beter than last yr. And i m sure I'll be doing hospital for my prereg.
Had a good 1 week break after preceptorship though I was runing all over the place settling visa/rpts/blah. Also met up, caught up and got caught =)
Will try to update from tw =)
-h1n1 stay away from me n my loved ones-
Sunday, June 14
又过了一个周末。
Sometimes i find myself staring at the blank blogger screen for ages, or typing and cancelling over and over again.
I think I am having increasing difficulty in expressing myself. things that are too complicated to talk about, things that are jus too controversial, things that are too incomprehenable, things that are simply out of this world to some ppl. its frustrating to have a blog and yet u can't speak ur mind when u need an outlet.
and it makes me wonder the very aim of existence of this blog. I mean this is certainly not the 1st time such a feeling strikes upon me. And many out there have finally decided to leave their blogs with a final entry n tts it gd bye. I dunno if I am ready to do jus that. this blog holds too many memories. Jus look at the archives. its OMFG since 2003.
I'll b back when i feel like it. It maybe tmr, a month later or wadsoever. haz. But it should b here to stay.
-hush hush-
-dun ask-
Sometimes i find myself staring at the blank blogger screen for ages, or typing and cancelling over and over again.
I think I am having increasing difficulty in expressing myself. things that are too complicated to talk about, things that are jus too controversial, things that are too incomprehenable, things that are simply out of this world to some ppl. its frustrating to have a blog and yet u can't speak ur mind when u need an outlet.
and it makes me wonder the very aim of existence of this blog. I mean this is certainly not the 1st time such a feeling strikes upon me. And many out there have finally decided to leave their blogs with a final entry n tts it gd bye. I dunno if I am ready to do jus that. this blog holds too many memories. Jus look at the archives. its OMFG since 2003.
I'll b back when i feel like it. It maybe tmr, a month later or wadsoever. haz. But it should b here to stay.
-hush hush-
-dun ask-
Tuesday, June 9
Finally booked our tix. 400+ for tw. Quite a rip off but at least we're on our way there now and we jus found out that accomodation there is free!
Watched all the kiddish comedies including nite at musuem2, monsters vs aliens and I think they are all great laughs and better than i expected! go watch it if u haven.
如果可以不把情绪挂在脸上，那该多好。真不知道有些人是怎样办到的。佩服佩服。
-Hush Hush-
Watched all the kiddish comedies including nite at musuem2, monsters vs aliens and I think they are all great laughs and better than i expected! go watch it if u haven.
如果可以不把情绪挂在脸上，那该多好。真不知道有些人是怎样办到的。佩服佩服。
-Hush Hush-
Friday, June 5
2 wks of OP rotation is finally over! k la it wasn't as bad as i thot but it was really significantly more tiring esp this wk considering the physical tiredness of packing and copying the daily assignments plus going home to prepare for discussions every alternate day and finishing up my soaps n prescriptions which is still undone. But despite all the buzz and shagness i think its quite a purposeful life and it feels good somehow to b learning new stuff or reinforcing the stuff tt we learnt. its quite amazing tt i dun dread going to work, which was very different from what i felt during the retail attachment last yr. N u get inspired by pharmacist tt are so zai tt u wan to be u their position someday. 2 more weeks left... time really flies n i think somehow i may miss working there! haha maybe i m mad. but there's always tw to look forward to!
its the boring wkend again. n jiawei u owe me n sean drinks.
its the boring wkend again. n jiawei u owe me n sean drinks.
Sunday, May 24
Saturday, May 23
Met up with some classmates over dinner at shokudo bazaar place and drinks at paulaner jus now. Nice catching up n hearing stories from them from diff hospitals. haha 1st time gatecrashing their gang for outing. but we still lack representative from SGH n NUH! ahaha.
the vocals at paulaner was good but no live drumset! only guitarist! no drumset makes the songs incomplete n sound hollow even though the vocals are damn gd. And the songs were kinda a tad slower compared to timbre substation. I think i still prefer timbre.. timbre shld jus poach their singers over than it will b perfect.
Life n death in the hospital is common but still kinda disturbing. Happened to b in the wards for 2 consec days when some1 passed away.. n today there was this patient moaning n yelling in pain for like so long during some procedure while we were having our discussion at the nurse station.. n yup eevryone seemed numb to it. its kinda sad. that numb feeling to life n death, ppl suffering, i dunno jus sudddenly feel that eventually we will be some unfeeling robots going abt jus doing our job n ya u know wad i mean. Maybe i wil be some unfeeling robot someday too. But i think these 2 weeks at the wards was really fruitful n interesting n I think i will enjoy being an ward pharmacist though the work is tough n tedious. But prob just for a few years i will move on.. see how.. nxt mon OP. Packing machine here we're gonna transform.
the vocals at paulaner was good but no live drumset! only guitarist! no drumset makes the songs incomplete n sound hollow even though the vocals are damn gd. And the songs were kinda a tad slower compared to timbre substation. I think i still prefer timbre.. timbre shld jus poach their singers over than it will b perfect.
Life n death in the hospital is common but still kinda disturbing. Happened to b in the wards for 2 consec days when some1 passed away.. n today there was this patient moaning n yelling in pain for like so long during some procedure while we were having our discussion at the nurse station.. n yup eevryone seemed numb to it. its kinda sad. that numb feeling to life n death, ppl suffering, i dunno jus sudddenly feel that eventually we will be some unfeeling robots going abt jus doing our job n ya u know wad i mean. Maybe i wil be some unfeeling robot someday too. But i think these 2 weeks at the wards was really fruitful n interesting n I think i will enjoy being an ward pharmacist though the work is tough n tedious. But prob just for a few years i will move on.. see how.. nxt mon OP. Packing machine here we're gonna transform.
Friday, May 15
Last day of work for the week tmr! finally. Actually hospital attachment so far hasn't been too bad. jus abit tired but probably not as tired as those at OP. Been quite fun and interesting and really learnt alot. Everything from pharmpract, law, pharmaco1&2 n PT is jus haunting u non stop. And its fun moving ard the wards n looking at the case notes but half the time dunno wad is going on, watching them dispense n being questioned(tts if we know the answers) haha n having really intriguing discussions. I think i like working the hospital.. for now... but lots of reading up to do also.. hope my enthusiasm can last..
Went to the ICU and HD wards today. the feeling was really different form the last time i was there. And its weird. I mean i feel that I am abit cold blooded in a way. Like we can still joke about this unknown indian man who has no name n like so sick in the ICU. Like kinda getting abit numbed to seeing so many patients with so many conditions. Tts probably jus part of getting used to the job bah.
And i was laughed at for not being able to pronounce escitolapram today as in i really broke up the parts like es-ci-to-la-pram really vividly. then the pharmacist laughed relly loud n still ask her colleagues to guess wad drug is tt. HAha bish. but ok la. She's been a nice n gd teacher for the day. shall not bear grudge on acct of that!
Went to the ICU and HD wards today. the feeling was really different form the last time i was there. And its weird. I mean i feel that I am abit cold blooded in a way. Like we can still joke about this unknown indian man who has no name n like so sick in the ICU. Like kinda getting abit numbed to seeing so many patients with so many conditions. Tts probably jus part of getting used to the job bah.
And i was laughed at for not being able to pronounce escitolapram today as in i really broke up the parts like es-ci-to-la-pram really vividly. then the pharmacist laughed relly loud n still ask her colleagues to guess wad drug is tt. HAha bish. but ok la. She's been a nice n gd teacher for the day. shall not bear grudge on acct of that!
Friday, May 8
I slept like 9 hrs straight from 2 am to 11pm.. wah tts damn amazing. Haven had undisturbed sleep for so long in a very long time! haha. the temp job i have found was canceled as now they dun need ppl to take temperature le (some admin job at SIM) and just nice our preceptorship has resumed. Yays.
Time passes so fast when u're idling n having fun. Its friday alr.. n Mon work starts!
Haha i think i need a break from alcohol n clubbing. Not that i drink or club alot anyway! No worries its not u gals faults. I am jus getting abit old. I still like te music n company =) I wan to sing K and mahjong tho!!
Time passes so fast when u're idling n having fun. Its friday alr.. n Mon work starts!
Haha i think i need a break from alcohol n clubbing. Not that i drink or club alot anyway! No worries its not u gals faults. I am jus getting abit old. I still like te music n company =) I wan to sing K and mahjong tho!!
Thursday, May 7
I CAN'T DRINK.
That was the conclusion i got. Was damn sian yesterday. I didn't even feel very high and wasn't gibberish or shouting or wadsoever. I jus suddenly had a visual blackout and I can't see for nuts like all of the sudden in the dancefloor 1 hour after sharing the 2 jugs of long island. So little rite. I freaked out and jiawei had to drag me out of zouk. I totally couldn't see where i was walking including ppl n steps. I didn't even have the pukey feeling until i forced myself to puke. Then i had no more mood to club so i decided not to spoil the fun for the rest n cabbed home. Then when i reached home, I realised my bag was still at the baggage counter n i did not have keys to my house. Then i had to wake my parents up to open the door for me.. haha they didn't scold me n my mum just said serves u rite this morning. She say u shld experience how horrible it is to be drunk then nxt time u woun drink so much. The problem was I didn't even felt like i was drunk. But then n again, now really got abit of phobia liao. Damn sian.
That was the conclusion i got. Was damn sian yesterday. I didn't even feel very high and wasn't gibberish or shouting or wadsoever. I jus suddenly had a visual blackout and I can't see for nuts like all of the sudden in the dancefloor 1 hour after sharing the 2 jugs of long island. So little rite. I freaked out and jiawei had to drag me out of zouk. I totally couldn't see where i was walking including ppl n steps. I didn't even have the pukey feeling until i forced myself to puke. Then i had no more mood to club so i decided not to spoil the fun for the rest n cabbed home. Then when i reached home, I realised my bag was still at the baggage counter n i did not have keys to my house. Then i had to wake my parents up to open the door for me.. haha they didn't scold me n my mum just said serves u rite this morning. She say u shld experience how horrible it is to be drunk then nxt time u woun drink so much. The problem was I didn't even felt like i was drunk. But then n again, now really got abit of phobia liao. Damn sian.
Tuesday, April 21
Sunday, April 5
Tuesday, March 31
3 day work week is here! Damn shiok. Going to watch movie tmr n sing k on thurs! Tho our dear eli has the brilliant idea of giving a maybe openbk or maybe mcq or maybe open ended or maybe combined test.
Fri sushi session at amk suki sushi was gd. 7 of us had 63 plates of sushi, with 2 of them (declined to be named) finishing most of it. And finally tried the alcoholic icecream at udders! Baileys, Rum n Raisin, Orange choc plus this snickers+mars+vanila butterscotch was yummy. They had this mao shan wang durian flavour too. must try nxt time. Everyone shld go try! its at novena/near UE sq opp starbucks.
I dun think i wan to be a quality analyst in the industry.. i still wan to get to apply all the clinical knowledge dun really wan to throw them away. And its damn exciting to hear my senior getting the dream job tt i wan. or sth tt i think i will like.
Fri sushi session at amk suki sushi was gd. 7 of us had 63 plates of sushi, with 2 of them (declined to be named) finishing most of it. And finally tried the alcoholic icecream at udders! Baileys, Rum n Raisin, Orange choc plus this snickers+mars+vanila butterscotch was yummy. They had this mao shan wang durian flavour too. must try nxt time. Everyone shld go try! its at novena/near UE sq opp starbucks.
I dun think i wan to be a quality analyst in the industry.. i still wan to get to apply all the clinical knowledge dun really wan to throw them away. And its damn exciting to hear my senior getting the dream job tt i wan. or sth tt i think i will like.
Thursday, March 26
Today's 74 bus ride to sch was really a ride down memory lane, I was just swamped by a wave of nostalgia as the bus zapped thru bukit timah road.. thanks to the 165 n 52 tt never appeared for 20 mins + the unusually empty bus + unusually clear road conditions + nice cool but sunny morning with fog. Haha.
Coronnation plaza - prince, the cosy corner, the ke ai ji lemon chicken, sat band pract lunches, the mafs prince dinner..
HCJC - shall be the name tt i always rem. simi HCI la. Saw them having PE. Not the irritating mass run tho. lol Familiar place, familiar faces teaching PE, somehow their Tshirt looks too striking for my liking. I miss playing volleyball!
Sixth Ave - Venezia n Nasi bryani n Ritz Apple strudel.. OH man i wan to go there n eat nasi bryani.. been ages i had a gd one. N joa when are we going back to eat the strudel? lol
KAP - The long flight of stairs behind the KAP Macs ouside cold storage, i forgot wad happened there..but somehow i rem sth happened tt was fun..
I realised how i missed my jc days n how we have all aged n grown apart. Hope u dear ones out there are doing well n fine.
Wads w me today.
Coronnation plaza - prince, the cosy corner, the ke ai ji lemon chicken, sat band pract lunches, the mafs prince dinner..
HCJC - shall be the name tt i always rem. simi HCI la. Saw them having PE. Not the irritating mass run tho. lol Familiar place, familiar faces teaching PE, somehow their Tshirt looks too striking for my liking. I miss playing volleyball!
Sixth Ave - Venezia n Nasi bryani n Ritz Apple strudel.. OH man i wan to go there n eat nasi bryani.. been ages i had a gd one. N joa when are we going back to eat the strudel? lol
KAP - The long flight of stairs behind the KAP Macs ouside cold storage, i forgot wad happened there..but somehow i rem sth happened tt was fun..
I realised how i missed my jc days n how we have all aged n grown apart. Hope u dear ones out there are doing well n fine.
Wads w me today.
Tuesday, March 24
Yawn YawN.. One down one more on friday. Can't wait for the long wkend to come.. the idea of no sch on mon sounds damn shiok.
Went out to celeb kenvin's birthday last sat. Thanks for the partial treat! So wad should we bet on this time rd? I think maybe u shld lower my targets if not u will prob be treating me every sem. Played LAN and mahjong n reached home at 4am, while my classmates were probably mugging their asses off. Left 4 dead was fun! 1st person shooting game.. shoot at zombies n witches. beats Counterstrike cox i sux at it. But its probably a couple times more headache inducing than C.S. Side effects: N/V(common)
Hmm maybe its times like this we(or maybe I) start to appreciate that I am in a rather recession proof industry, at least its a change from some time ago when i kept complaining abt how under paid n how underappreciated we are(we're still of course!) But seems like many ppl I have spoken to recently are all lamenting how bleak the job market is out there, and its really really bad except for those really really rare cases. like how ppl are offered jobs but only told to start work in jan nxt yr, and how ppl are forced to go on unpaid leave for like a yr, and how some courses have graduates with half of the cohort furthering their studies.n the other half venturing into a field entirely diff from their scope of study, etc. Well at least, somehow during the recession, we are in a slightly better shape than them. But when times are good, they are in a much much rosier n better position than us. So for now, GLOAT while we can. Okok kidding kidding.
Went out to celeb kenvin's birthday last sat. Thanks for the partial treat! So wad should we bet on this time rd? I think maybe u shld lower my targets if not u will prob be treating me every sem. Played LAN and mahjong n reached home at 4am, while my classmates were probably mugging their asses off. Left 4 dead was fun! 1st person shooting game.. shoot at zombies n witches. beats Counterstrike cox i sux at it. But its probably a couple times more headache inducing than C.S. Side effects: N/V(common)
Hmm maybe its times like this we(or maybe I) start to appreciate that I am in a rather recession proof industry, at least its a change from some time ago when i kept complaining abt how under paid n how underappreciated we are(we're still of course!) But seems like many ppl I have spoken to recently are all lamenting how bleak the job market is out there, and its really really bad except for those really really rare cases. like how ppl are offered jobs but only told to start work in jan nxt yr, and how ppl are forced to go on unpaid leave for like a yr, and how some courses have graduates with half of the cohort furthering their studies.n the other half venturing into a field entirely diff from their scope of study, etc. Well at least, somehow during the recession, we are in a slightly better shape than them. But when times are good, they are in a much much rosier n better position than us. So for now, GLOAT while we can. Okok kidding kidding.
Tuesday, March 17
I am so glad the day is over. PHew. Tho the test was kinda crappy but prob everyone found it shitty so i guess its okay. And i think i have to count my blessings for guessing the correct a/a for the 1st qns n deducing partially correctly for the 2nd qns.. tho i only have 3 structures out of 13. Quite heng alr i guess.
Acting lecturer showed us some of the student's blog tt blogged abt him/lect as prove tt he is "in-touch" with all the gossips n tt he knows all the d things n bad things ppl say abt him. LOL. I wonder if he asked those students b4 showing it to us during lectures. He is a really damn interesting personality la every week recite poem n almost everywk got clubbing songs and funny movies or funny gestures or pattern. And i think he's kinda crooked. k i better stop here b4 i see my blog up there nxt wk.
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Acting lecturer showed us some of the student's blog tt blogged abt him/lect as prove tt he is "in-touch" with all the gossips n tt he knows all the d things n bad things ppl say abt him. LOL. I wonder if he asked those students b4 showing it to us during lectures. He is a really damn interesting personality la every week recite poem n almost everywk got clubbing songs and funny movies or funny gestures or pattern. And i think he's kinda crooked. k i better stop here b4 i see my blog up there nxt wk.
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Sunday, March 15
I finally went to cut my hair. Been 2 mths n really felt like i was going there to cut some grass. No more dyeing of hair for a very very long time again. the damage is jus too great.
Din go to the IT fair but accompanied my fren to some japanese studies thingy which was also at suntec after my hair cut. The crowd was jus amazing. gosh. It was soo soo damn blardy crowded that they had to stop ppl from taking the escalators and entering at some pt in time. the whole convention hall lvl 1 which is rather spacious is jus packed w ppl queueing to go on the escalators. I really cannot comprehend why ppl like to go to IT fairs so much even tho they dun really have things to buy. I jus get tt feeling. Madness. N come on there's a recession.
Finally got to eat taiwan porridge! Pulled fel n moony to tpy haha. N we had a great time laughing n trying to eat properly. lol
Din go to the IT fair but accompanied my fren to some japanese studies thingy which was also at suntec after my hair cut. The crowd was jus amazing. gosh. It was soo soo damn blardy crowded that they had to stop ppl from taking the escalators and entering at some pt in time. the whole convention hall lvl 1 which is rather spacious is jus packed w ppl queueing to go on the escalators. I really cannot comprehend why ppl like to go to IT fairs so much even tho they dun really have things to buy. I jus get tt feeling. Madness. N come on there's a recession.
Finally got to eat taiwan porridge! Pulled fel n moony to tpy haha. N we had a great time laughing n trying to eat properly. lol
Tuesday, March 10
Decided to join the club. So there goes...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
this is really true. I think i really have too many interest. okok CRA for now.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
this is quite true too.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
This is quite an insight. Come to think of it i've been subconciously making myself more n more independent over the years. But then n again eveyr1 needs to grow up mah. so..hmm
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
my moods change but ppl can't relly tell haha. Confidence.. sometimes i need more.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
this is really true. I think i really have too many interest. okok CRA for now.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
this is quite true too.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
This is quite an insight. Come to think of it i've been subconciously making myself more n more independent over the years. But then n again eveyr1 needs to grow up mah. so..hmm
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
my moods change but ppl can't relly tell haha. Confidence.. sometimes i need more.
Monday, March 9
Watched e乐大赏 organised by SPH on sat at the marina floating platform.. sth like the equivalent of 933's 金曲奖。Our seats kept improving as i think the turnout wasn't v gd so we kept moving nearer to the stage.lol. Got to see chenqizhen.. her voice is like a refreshing breeze admist the ra-ra noisy event. And she played the guitar n brought along a cellist. Damn nice.
Other singers include stefanie sun who sang only 1 song (sianz), and it was some weird rendition of her dad's fav olive tree song again w some local band of uncles(opps), JJ lin, Olivia Ong, oh Aska's onion was v nice too, Show Luo ZhiXiang who was like super popular among all the deafening meimeis, but ok la he has great dance moves, shi xin hui, energy who danced well also, the HK actor Lin Feng and etc etc..
I think i m getting a chronic backache. Ok i shld refer to a doctor after end of this wk. think tt will b 14 days alr. it falls under criteria to refer if i din rem wrongly. lol.
I m craving for sushi and dim sum and lau pat sat all of a sudden. damn random.
Other singers include stefanie sun who sang only 1 song (sianz), and it was some weird rendition of her dad's fav olive tree song again w some local band of uncles(opps), JJ lin, Olivia Ong, oh Aska's onion was v nice too, Show Luo ZhiXiang who was like super popular among all the deafening meimeis, but ok la he has great dance moves, shi xin hui, energy who danced well also, the HK actor Lin Feng and etc etc..
I think i m getting a chronic backache. Ok i shld refer to a doctor after end of this wk. think tt will b 14 days alr. it falls under criteria to refer if i din rem wrongly. lol.
I m craving for sushi and dim sum and lau pat sat all of a sudden. damn random.
Saturday, March 7
saw the channel 5 news on tv mobile jus now. They were interviewing this engineering prof abt putting a rod on top of merlion to prevent future lightning strikes, but he said it would be too aestheically unpleasing n tt it would make the merlion look like a unicorn. lol gosh.
Then he discuessed the possibility of having a wire mesh painted the same colour on top. I can imagine some tourists would be saying.. ooh that merlion has a bird nest on it. lol. wads happening to our poor merlion man.
Good n cheap sushi is really not easy to find. Dun try the new one at the new clementi building.. variety is pathetic and was told by a waiter that having a fly in the sushi is a sign of freshness. And they are super zealous abt refilling ur green tea till it gets abit irritating. Amk suki sushi is still the best. nxt nxt wk! but it was still nice having dinner n chit chatting =)
Then he discuessed the possibility of having a wire mesh painted the same colour on top. I can imagine some tourists would be saying.. ooh that merlion has a bird nest on it. lol. wads happening to our poor merlion man.
Good n cheap sushi is really not easy to find. Dun try the new one at the new clementi building.. variety is pathetic and was told by a waiter that having a fly in the sushi is a sign of freshness. And they are super zealous abt refilling ur green tea till it gets abit irritating. Amk suki sushi is still the best. nxt nxt wk! but it was still nice having dinner n chit chatting =)
Monday, March 2
Ok i should really blog. Ya i know mid sem break is over. haha. Had more or less a gd break. Sort of rested, studied abit, played abit. Ya quite a gd break i shld say as the pressure to mug for tests is not there. Is one of those rare mid sems that u get to relax a little, tho every1 is greedy, and will think that 1 wk is not enuff. including myself haha.
I m truly happy for some things that have happened. Tired but happy. Well sch is back again. Brace ourselves!
oh btw think more or less confirmed going to taiwan since the tw SEO approved the application. so woots. tw in july again! hoho
I m truly happy for some things that have happened. Tired but happy. Well sch is back again. Brace ourselves!
oh btw think more or less confirmed going to taiwan since the tw SEO approved the application. so woots. tw in july again! hoho
Sunday, February 22
So the mid sem break is here =) Feels still quite the same other than the pharmaco test wk. shyt. Initiated the beginning of the break by rebelling at rebel haha. I think i still prefer mambo/phuture combi not so sian. But anyway we had fun but it was damn tiring. By 3am we're like dying alr. lol.
I never knew i had this song in my itunes until one day whlist listening to it on random mode. Its been a long time since i got hooked on to such a lovey doovY song. Overdosage of sweetness. Damn cute lyrics.
完美比例
-杨丞琳
刚看完电影 又约我看夜景 动机很鲜明
要注意 你别破坏 你我的完美比例
风景美丽 我却心跳不停 就怕 被你看清
假装镇定 偷偷地深呼吸
笑容坚定 小酒窝很抢戏 你吸引力无敌
浓浓的爱情毒气 直接挑衅我快头晕
赶快清醒吧 赶快清醒 别让我越过爱情禁区
甜蜜的爱情 是高卡路里
像个巧克力 又不敢太靠近
忽远又忽近 维持模糊关系
而现在的距离 是完美的比例
你对着我笑 我脸红到不行
怕被看清 我装镇定 偷偷在做深呼吸
笑容坚定 为我披上大衣
魅力无敌 正面吸引我快要头晕
赶快清醒吧 赶快清醒 别让我 还心神不宁
你一言一语 我牢记在心
满脑都是你 却装作不在意
你捉摸不清 友情还是爱情
这模糊的距离 是完美的比例
世界上最远的距离 在你面前却不懂我的心
世界上最美的距离 从我掌心到你掌心
I never knew i had this song in my itunes until one day whlist listening to it on random mode. Its been a long time since i got hooked on to such a lovey doovY song. Overdosage of sweetness. Damn cute lyrics.
完美比例
-杨丞琳
刚看完电影 又约我看夜景 动机很鲜明
要注意 你别破坏 你我的完美比例
风景美丽 我却心跳不停 就怕 被你看清
假装镇定 偷偷地深呼吸
笑容坚定 小酒窝很抢戏 你吸引力无敌
浓浓的爱情毒气 直接挑衅我快头晕
赶快清醒吧 赶快清醒 别让我越过爱情禁区
甜蜜的爱情 是高卡路里
像个巧克力 又不敢太靠近
忽远又忽近 维持模糊关系
而现在的距离 是完美的比例
你对着我笑 我脸红到不行
怕被看清 我装镇定 偷偷在做深呼吸
笑容坚定 为我披上大衣
魅力无敌 正面吸引我快要头晕
赶快清醒吧 赶快清醒 别让我 还心神不宁
你一言一语 我牢记在心
满脑都是你 却装作不在意
你捉摸不清 友情还是爱情
这模糊的距离 是完美的比例
世界上最远的距离 在你面前却不懂我的心
世界上最美的距离 从我掌心到你掌心
Monday, February 16
- Jw's most bimbotic moment in quite some time -
Found that 2 more sheets of lab results that yingshi photostated for me was missing. Kinda briefly recalled that raymond used some lab rpt look a like stuff to chop seats for his gang so i called to check if he has taken mine, but i failed to realise that at that pt in time I just entered the LT so yingshi wouldn't have known where i was siting thus wouldn't have placed it there. so i apologized for wrongly accusing raymond.
here comes the best part after i put down the phone...
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I din realised that the lab rpts were double sided so.. ahemz. it didn't go missing at all. dammit.
Hope this adds some cheer to ur mon blues.
Found that 2 more sheets of lab results that yingshi photostated for me was missing. Kinda briefly recalled that raymond used some lab rpt look a like stuff to chop seats for his gang so i called to check if he has taken mine, but i failed to realise that at that pt in time I just entered the LT so yingshi wouldn't have known where i was siting thus wouldn't have placed it there. so i apologized for wrongly accusing raymond.
here comes the best part after i put down the phone...
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I din realised that the lab rpts were double sided so.. ahemz. it didn't go missing at all. dammit.
Hope this adds some cheer to ur mon blues.
Moving on.. the 600th post.
I'll Move On
- Olivia Ong
This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away
Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near
I'll move on I'll go on.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on
Here I am Once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on
Take a step at time
It's alright.
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again
Don't hold back now.
And i've been thru' this before.
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I can feel the sun shining down on me
Here I am, Here I am.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on.
No i haven converted or wadsoever. Its jus a great song tt i can put on repeat mode all the time.
I'll Move On
- Olivia Ong
This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away
Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near
I'll move on I'll go on.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on
Here I am Once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on
Take a step at time
It's alright.
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again
Don't hold back now.
And i've been thru' this before.
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I can feel the sun shining down on me
Here I am, Here I am.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on.
No i haven converted or wadsoever. Its jus a great song tt i can put on repeat mode all the time.
Saturday, February 14
Tuesday, February 3
I am going to sleep early tonight and wake up early to go school tmr. Since i m feeling v tired as well. Was 20 mins for lab on mon, 45 mins late for lect today. This is really atrocious. I can't blame entirely on the traffic cox most of the time i dun make an effort to set off earlier. Always aim to reach jus nice. This shld change. But then it was really really bad today. i took like 2 hours to reach NUS la.
Sch work is piling up.. but the inertia is immensely great. keep feeling tired.
Btw Happy 22nd Birthday Moony =)) Can't wait for the end of the wk.
Sth interesting to blog abt. I was standing near the door/bus driver while busing to school on mon. Then there was this red maroon shirt student(not pharm tshirt of cox)sitting directly behind the bus driver. He was pretending to drive using his discman(as if using a discman isn't a sight rare enuff) as the steering wheel and was imitating all the bus driver's actions which includes raising his hand up/out to req motorist to give way and manouvering the gears/switches. It seem hilarious at 1st but the longer u observe him the more freaky u find him. No wonder the girl sitting beside him had her eyes closed. prob really sleeping or jus choosing not to see wads happening. haha.
Sch work is piling up.. but the inertia is immensely great. keep feeling tired.
Btw Happy 22nd Birthday Moony =)) Can't wait for the end of the wk.
Sth interesting to blog abt. I was standing near the door/bus driver while busing to school on mon. Then there was this red maroon shirt student(not pharm tshirt of cox)sitting directly behind the bus driver. He was pretending to drive using his discman(as if using a discman isn't a sight rare enuff) as the steering wheel and was imitating all the bus driver's actions which includes raising his hand up/out to req motorist to give way and manouvering the gears/switches. It seem hilarious at 1st but the longer u observe him the more freaky u find him. No wonder the girl sitting beside him had her eyes closed. prob really sleeping or jus choosing not to see wads happening. haha.
Sunday, February 1
Woah i m appraoching my 600th post. Scary manz.
Went back to cathigh today. Cox a teacher made an agreement with my batch of students to meet 10 yrs later 12pm at canteen. He was teaching 中华文学 when we were sec2 and was telling us some 君子之约 thingy or sth lydat btw some famous historical ppl la.. so he wanted to have the same promise with us. I din rem but our weiping ge did. lol=p but then the sch gate was locked and the wall that we used to climb over is now full of spikes. So of cox he wasn't there. Well come to think of it he shld be 70+ yrs old now.. jus hope that he's well n stuff n alive. I still rem him singing 满江红 during assembly. lol. Did manage to see a couple of familiar faces n of cox the usual gang.
Ate at bedok 85 on fri emo outing since i was heading to tampines after tt anw. 2nd time there. Attendance was pathetic. only 三只小猫。 But we still ate a lot =P The chicken wings def won hands down the laupatsat ones. Yum. 90cents per pc only. And had cheap n gd oyster omelette, stingray, prawn mee and ah ballings. Bloat. I think i LS-ed after tt tgt with all the CNY feastings for the past few days. goshs. lol=P
Went back to cathigh today. Cox a teacher made an agreement with my batch of students to meet 10 yrs later 12pm at canteen. He was teaching 中华文学 when we were sec2 and was telling us some 君子之约 thingy or sth lydat btw some famous historical ppl la.. so he wanted to have the same promise with us. I din rem but our weiping ge did. lol=p but then the sch gate was locked and the wall that we used to climb over is now full of spikes. So of cox he wasn't there. Well come to think of it he shld be 70+ yrs old now.. jus hope that he's well n stuff n alive. I still rem him singing 满江红 during assembly. lol. Did manage to see a couple of familiar faces n of cox the usual gang.
Ate at bedok 85 on fri emo outing since i was heading to tampines after tt anw. 2nd time there. Attendance was pathetic. only 三只小猫。 But we still ate a lot =P The chicken wings def won hands down the laupatsat ones. Yum. 90cents per pc only. And had cheap n gd oyster omelette, stingray, prawn mee and ah ballings. Bloat. I think i LS-ed after tt tgt with all the CNY feastings for the past few days. goshs. lol=P
Friday, January 30
Haven got to blog about CNY.. I m so lazy n laggy.
Spent chu xi at kc's place playing mj after eating reunion dinner at home. We started as soon as they finished countdown on tv =P And i won 20 bucks on 1st mj game of the year! yay. gd omen. ahaha. we're du guis!
Centre of attraction was prob my niece on 1st dya of CNY. HAha the hyperactive-cute-v friendly-unshy-still not talkative n irritating age. Haha. But more worrying was prob my aunt bah. she seems to the ctrl topic of discussion as well n there's like actually many small grps formed within the house to discuss abt her condition which seems to look like parkinson's disease.. and of cox i was being questioned n stuff n i had to recollect v hard from my lect notes, and her symptoms unfortunately seem to fit many of the 9 clinical features tt we had learnt. sigh. jus have to wait for the formal diagnosis bah. And i was really quite turned off when some of them said things like she's being possessed n stuff.. come on man. bring her to the doc quickly n start treatmt early.
Watched inkheart too. Which wasn't exactly fantastic. Was quite boring in the middle. No climax and everyting was quite predictable. Ending was too fast for the audience to enjoy.
Ahnehkins came over on chu3. HahaHa it was fun and hope they didn't mind that my place was kinda cramped. And kaihui brought over a pro to win our money in mahjong.. lol=P but nonetheless i lost like only 2 bucks and i got a free dinner from the couple! haha so i kinda 赚到. hiak hiak.
And so the CNY hols are over.. starting to feel the stress of school alr. Argh FNA is proving to b tough. Why did i choose a xiong elective. lol.
Spent chu xi at kc's place playing mj after eating reunion dinner at home. We started as soon as they finished countdown on tv =P And i won 20 bucks on 1st mj game of the year! yay. gd omen. ahaha. we're du guis!
Centre of attraction was prob my niece on 1st dya of CNY. HAha the hyperactive-cute-v friendly-unshy-still not talkative n irritating age. Haha. But more worrying was prob my aunt bah. she seems to the ctrl topic of discussion as well n there's like actually many small grps formed within the house to discuss abt her condition which seems to look like parkinson's disease.. and of cox i was being questioned n stuff n i had to recollect v hard from my lect notes, and her symptoms unfortunately seem to fit many of the 9 clinical features tt we had learnt. sigh. jus have to wait for the formal diagnosis bah. And i was really quite turned off when some of them said things like she's being possessed n stuff.. come on man. bring her to the doc quickly n start treatmt early.
Watched inkheart too. Which wasn't exactly fantastic. Was quite boring in the middle. No climax and everyting was quite predictable. Ending was too fast for the audience to enjoy.
Ahnehkins came over on chu3. HahaHa it was fun and hope they didn't mind that my place was kinda cramped. And kaihui brought over a pro to win our money in mahjong.. lol=P but nonetheless i lost like only 2 bucks and i got a free dinner from the couple! haha so i kinda 赚到. hiak hiak.
And so the CNY hols are over.. starting to feel the stress of school alr. Argh FNA is proving to b tough. Why did i choose a xiong elective. lol.
Saturday, January 24
捞鱼生with my cathigh bros yest. At 6 am in the morning. after mj and dim sum supper at geylang. Haha. Hilarious experience as we're all zombified n cranky. Thanks to a pangseh kia n we also din have abalone! haha o wells. but was still fun.
This sem really feels alot slacker than last sem. doesn't feel v gd.. haha.. slack i also complain. ah bish.
Stayed home the whole of today n din touch my notes at all. But cleaned my room b4 my parents start nagging at me.haha
can't wait to go to chen qi zhen's concert alr!
This sem really feels alot slacker than last sem. doesn't feel v gd.. haha.. slack i also complain. ah bish.
Stayed home the whole of today n din touch my notes at all. But cleaned my room b4 my parents start nagging at me.haha
can't wait to go to chen qi zhen's concert alr!
Thursday, January 22
Totally random
Went jogging in sch on tues n today, swam yesterday. Am proud of myself.
Killed a lizard with hot water. Actually my mum was screaming as she killed it halfway n din dare to continue. So i had to watch it struggle n squirming and clear the mess. Am disgusted with myself for inflicting such cruelty.
I think its a bad time to go for exchange now. With my dad getting an impending pay cut (still not sure) I really dun dare to open my mouth. Sigh. Am too poor to finance myself also. sigh.
Went jogging in sch on tues n today, swam yesterday. Am proud of myself.
Killed a lizard with hot water. Actually my mum was screaming as she killed it halfway n din dare to continue. So i had to watch it struggle n squirming and clear the mess. Am disgusted with myself for inflicting such cruelty.
I think its a bad time to go for exchange now. With my dad getting an impending pay cut (still not sure) I really dun dare to open my mouth. Sigh. Am too poor to finance myself also. sigh.
Monday, January 19
Saturday, January 17
1st week of school went past like any other week in the hols. haha. I guess i need the practicals to start to make me realise the need to sleep early.. and get into the studying n school mood. its simply too nua to start sch at 12, 2 pm.
But it was nice to see sch mates n stuff bah i guess. SE outing yest at lau pat sat yest. Great food and company i must say =) Must continue every sem =)
i think the PnA notes can fight w some of the pharm notes tt i had last sem. 1st lect 60 slides, 2nd lect 74 slides. Hoho. gd luck to me. But its gd to get acquainted w all the business terms n stuff. seems interesting.
Went to dye my hair on thurs. I asked for brown colour, n in the end i think i gotten red/gold hair instead n its awfully dry now.. The name of the colour is warm brownn and some of my frens who demostrated great 联想力 thot that warm brown sounded like ahemz. thanks man. My stylist assistant was a tad too chatty tho, she was like talking n talking non-stop. I mean i know its part of their job to make small talk w customers but ya sometimes we go there n relax n not having to entertain them. We chatted until she knew my birthday and became even more excited when she realised I share the same birthdate as her bf n starting asking if we have the same traits. O.o
But it was nice to see sch mates n stuff bah i guess. SE outing yest at lau pat sat yest. Great food and company i must say =) Must continue every sem =)
i think the PnA notes can fight w some of the pharm notes tt i had last sem. 1st lect 60 slides, 2nd lect 74 slides. Hoho. gd luck to me. But its gd to get acquainted w all the business terms n stuff. seems interesting.
Went to dye my hair on thurs. I asked for brown colour, n in the end i think i gotten red/gold hair instead n its awfully dry now.. The name of the colour is warm brownn and some of my frens who demostrated great 联想力 thot that warm brown sounded like ahemz. thanks man. My stylist assistant was a tad too chatty tho, she was like talking n talking non-stop. I mean i know its part of their job to make small talk w customers but ya sometimes we go there n relax n not having to entertain them. We chatted until she knew my birthday and became even more excited when she realised I share the same birthdate as her bf n starting asking if we have the same traits. O.o
Tuesday, January 13
8 hours of lect on the 1st day of school
1st lect *@.@*
2nd lect 0.o
3rd lect o.0
4th lect -.-Zz
By eli's chan lect i was like gaga alr. Felt like just walking out.. waste of time manz. draining..
Prawning and sushi-ing yest was fun! Felt that could have caught more, considering so many prawns ran away so many times. Hmmphz. I used to condemn cheap sushis but somehow this suki sushi at amk was not bad.. maybe it was the company bah=) 4 of us finished almost 30 plates considering i was the only guy among the 4. Yum.
1st lect *@.@*
2nd lect 0.o
3rd lect o.0
4th lect -.-Zz
By eli's chan lect i was like gaga alr. Felt like just walking out.. waste of time manz. draining..
Prawning and sushi-ing yest was fun! Felt that could have caught more, considering so many prawns ran away so many times. Hmmphz. I used to condemn cheap sushis but somehow this suki sushi at amk was not bad.. maybe it was the company bah=) 4 of us finished almost 30 plates considering i was the only guy among the 4. Yum.
Monday, January 12
不知不觉突然又爱上了陈琦贞，加上昨天在咖啡厅听到了太聪明，现在越听越上瘾。听了好舒服，好宁静，好平静，好疗伤。突然好想去她的演唱会，沉静在她的歌声当中。
会不会
歌手:陈绮贞
离开你的视线
卸下我为你伪装的容颜
红的唇白的脸灰色的午夜
离开你的世界
让情绪完完整整的宣泄
冷的心热的泪空白的想念
我想今夜就这样吧
就算孤独也无所谓
也许有一天你开始后悔
会不会
我想今夜就这样把
就算孤独也无所谓
也许有一天你开始后悔
会不会
会不会
离开你的视线
写下我为你伪装的容颜
红的唇白的脸灰色的午夜
离开你的世界
让情绪完完整整的宣泄
冷的心热的泪空白的想念
我想今夜就这样把
就算孤独也无所谓
也许有一天你开始后悔
会不会
我想今夜就这样把
就算孤独也无所谓
也许有一天你开始后悔
会不会
会不会
会不会
歌手:陈绮贞
离开你的视线
卸下我为你伪装的容颜
红的唇白的脸灰色的午夜
离开你的世界
让情绪完完整整的宣泄
冷的心热的泪空白的想念
我想今夜就这样吧
就算孤独也无所谓
也许有一天你开始后悔
会不会
我想今夜就这样把
就算孤独也无所谓
也许有一天你开始后悔
会不会
会不会
离开你的视线
写下我为你伪装的容颜
红的唇白的脸灰色的午夜
离开你的世界
让情绪完完整整的宣泄
冷的心热的泪空白的想念
我想今夜就这样把
就算孤独也无所谓
也许有一天你开始后悔
会不会
我想今夜就这样把
就算孤独也无所谓
也许有一天你开始后悔
会不会
会不会
Saturday, January 10
Thursday, January 8
Went mambo w the usual kakis yest. Spent like 80% of the time in phuture tho but it was still fun. Fel sure has lots of clubber frens hahaA.
we were so early that the phuture was soo empty. like 9+? Then headed down to macs to rot for 2 hours.
Am tired. Maybe start of sch may serve well to end distractions tt will do more harm than gd. But still..sch sux.
we were so early that the phuture was soo empty. like 9+? Then headed down to macs to rot for 2 hours.
Am tired. Maybe start of sch may serve well to end distractions tt will do more harm than gd. But still..sch sux.
Wednesday, January 7
Jus came back from bbq at jasmine's place.. haha yumyum. sinful but delicious n hilarious. totally loved the marshmellows and sambal prawn n sotongs. And drank abt 2 cups of wine. Yest went out with 77ers and we went brewerks after dinner. And tmr i m going to club n going to drink again. OMG. I am turning into a jiu gui. Oh mite jus as well. perfect timing. Sch's starting anyway. freaks man. Someone stop the blardy time from creeping away.
nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard.
nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard.
Monday, January 5
Happy 2009 everyone. 5 days late, but doesn't matter since there's 360 days more.
back from tw on sat, it was a gd trip enjoyed the times i had w my parents, as well as the time i have with myself. Learnt alot of stuff from the tour guide too, overall, its a gd way to end 2008. lazy to update but overall, i enjoyed the hotspring, the xiaochis + jap bbq buffet, shopping at xmd and fengjia yeshi, the cold weather, some of the nature reserves n scenery, the most.
2008. Could be considered one of the most dramatic year i ever had. A year of change, of realisation, of understanding wad i wan, of coming to terms with myself, braving up to decisions that i have to make, taking the necessary actions, opening doors for myself and stepping out and accepting the consequences and ordeals that follows. All in all, it probably was an inevitable process of growing up. It was a year I learnt a great deal about myself, and of cox others, including my loved ones, friends etc. and how to handle relationships, be it betw lovers, friends, family and even strangers. It was really tough, the emotion/mental roller coaster ride, coupled with the heavy academic sch work we had to juggle.
But kinda relieved that things turned out relatively fine afterall. I have to thank my friends for their support and everything tt they did, and of cox my family, and her for her graciousness. Having all these loved ones by my side, definately made things easier for me.
2009 will be a better year=) yes it will be
我的花让我戴
我的花
让我自己戴
你拥有你的
我拥有我的
盛开
我拥有我的
姿态
- 花的姿态 -
back from tw on sat, it was a gd trip enjoyed the times i had w my parents, as well as the time i have with myself. Learnt alot of stuff from the tour guide too, overall, its a gd way to end 2008. lazy to update but overall, i enjoyed the hotspring, the xiaochis + jap bbq buffet, shopping at xmd and fengjia yeshi, the cold weather, some of the nature reserves n scenery, the most.
2008. Could be considered one of the most dramatic year i ever had. A year of change, of realisation, of understanding wad i wan, of coming to terms with myself, braving up to decisions that i have to make, taking the necessary actions, opening doors for myself and stepping out and accepting the consequences and ordeals that follows. All in all, it probably was an inevitable process of growing up. It was a year I learnt a great deal about myself, and of cox others, including my loved ones, friends etc. and how to handle relationships, be it betw lovers, friends, family and even strangers. It was really tough, the emotion/mental roller coaster ride, coupled with the heavy academic sch work we had to juggle.
But kinda relieved that things turned out relatively fine afterall. I have to thank my friends for their support and everything tt they did, and of cox my family, and her for her graciousness. Having all these loved ones by my side, definately made things easier for me.
2009 will be a better year=) yes it will be
我的花让我戴
我的花
让我自己戴
你拥有你的
我拥有我的
盛开
我拥有我的
姿态
- 花的姿态 -