Totally random

Went jogging in sch on tues n today, swam yesterday. Am proud of myself.

Killed a lizard with hot water. Actually my mum was screaming as she killed it halfway n din dare to continue. So i had to watch it struggle n squirming and clear the mess. Am disgusted with myself for inflicting such cruelty.

I think its a bad time to go for exchange now. With my dad getting an impending pay cut (still not sure) I really dun dare to open my mouth. Sigh. Am too poor to finance myself also. sigh.