Decided to stop mugging for the day since its getting quite late� promised myself to sleep early but ended up blogging... I realized that sufficient rest is really impt for me... if not I will be damn grouchy and sian for the whole of next day and sometimes even makes me feel depressed and dun feel like talking to anyone at all... or I will be damn clumsy and blur... like PE on the other day... I wonder how some ppl can still look so bubbly and energetic and show no signs of panda eyes though they only slept for a few hours...

Went for national day preview on sat... was quite surprised when sengwei called and asked whether I want to go when he had extra tickets... anyway I went with his two classmates and one other guy which is one of his classmates BF� I know none of them anyway�fortunately they were quite easy going so I didn�t feel very awkward... the ndp was quite impressive and interesting� stefanie sun didn�t turn up for this preview! *Disappointed* and guess who replaced her... Fiona xie... =( she was practically screeching and shrieking when she tried to pitch high notes� the pre-parade was just some emcees Sharon au gurmit jean danker blah� going around trying to hype up the crowd with some cheers, kallang waves, blar� there was this �Singapore chant� that we were suppose to shout, it goes like �One People, One Nation, One Singapore�.. I find it rather amusing and dumb when they flashed these words across the gigantic screen at the stadium... hahha... nevertheless I found myself shouting it towards the end of the show� hahahha...

The parade was quite standard la�some new pattern or formation here and there� during the mass display show after the parade� they kept screening videos of the PM and SM Lee delivering speeches bout how we managed to stand together and braved through the SARs thingy n etc. hmm one thing about attending ndps is that when u re at the stadium you would suddenly feel damn patriotic.. The same feeling I had the other time when I was one of the participants... the spirit was damn high� for a moment u feel that we Singaporeans are really united� it makes one ponder whether we will really be that united when crisis of a much larger scale like a war strikes Singapore... whether we really have so much love for our country, whether we are willing to sacrifice or even die for Singapore... for one thing I was sure is that I really loved Singapore that night� hahaha... sang all the songs damn loudly�

I think is much better to watch the mass display home coz we can get a helicopter�s view of the field just by sitting in front of the TV� I couldn�t really figure out the patterns that they were forming... coz I wasn�t sitting at the grand stand�so the orientation isn�t really rite� nevertheless� the fireworks never disappoint us� so spectacular� real awesome and B-E-A-Utiful� it was soooo damn near� they even gave some of us umbrellas coz the ashes mite land on us� and indeed they were quite bit raining down... bit eeks but the fireworks were just too nice that we ignored those stuff�

Oh the goodie bag is quite nice too� a lot of stuff inside more than wad I expected� the design of the bag is quite nice too... surprisingly... not obiang at all...

Yikes... I didn�t do any tut at all this weekend� only managed to revise bit of math and physics� dunno whether this is the right thing to do also... heck� Tues still got bio option test... arghz... k I better go sleep now wait tmr I feel damn sianz again

Finally after so many days.. i feel much better today... real bad gastric flu manz.. as i was telling ruth and zixuan durin phy lect that day.. it was not the diarhhea that made me feel sick but the cramps n contractions.... of the intestines... den they immediately bursted out laughing like mad coz they thot i sounded like u-know-what (girls will know)... aiya... how i know the words that i use would fit the direct desciprtion of that thing...hiyoz... ayez...quite funny... but the pain really not funny...

didn't go for organice chem lect tho i bought the notes... so dumb... i didn't feel like waking up la.. coz it was raining non stop in the morning... so nice to sleep.... nvm la mon den copy..

rgh i can't believe i falied my GP compre! 1st time in a blk test... i thot the compre was easy...shucks...hven get to see it as i came late on fri hope my essay will be fine man.. other subjs... i scrapped an E for both chem n phy.. quite lucky... but not very encouraging of coz...not pending much hopes on bio either...

oh ya both guitar and string got gold! woW! and CO got top in SYf too... if only our track n field was better... i was still hoping that we can get half or full day off... ayez...haha

Dunno why I suddenly had the urge to blog.. when I actually dunno wad to blog or dun have much to say..

Had a terrible stomachache this morning.. and its still making me feel super uncomfortable now.. really didn�t feel like going to school today� but still I rushed down to school in a cab this morning .. ayez I reckoned its becoz of all the rubbish I ate last weekend.. went swensens on fri. den sat I ate satay beehoon, curry chicken, ice kachang. Ice blended coffee� den sun ate lots of junk food�plus cookies n cream freeze� blarz� I can imagine all these stuff churning in my stomach and intestines lor� hope it will be better tmr�

Tmr�s string syf� go huiyu u can do it! Weds guitar.. jiayou suyi willz yf & yiting! Bring back the golds! =) weds got band syf finals at esplanade also� but I am not going la�

Dunno why I feel quite numb these days.. not physically I mean�is like I dun feel happy.. neither am I depressed� like reached stage of equilibrium.. hahaha my chem sux.. but I do feel calm and peaceful.. not so excitable I guess.. dunno if it is a good thing.. the good thing is that I dun feel so restless la.. but will still feel tired every now n den.. aiya I also dunno wad I talking liaoz..

Drew up my revision schedule.. looks mad� real mission impossible.. k will try to pia la�

Block tests results haven been exactly encouraging.. except for maths la.. got a B! =) I expected an A actually.. but nvm la.. I think its quite an achievement liaoz.. the rest of sciences�really cmi.. failed my chem structured, phy mcq� wad more can I say.. just hope for the best lor� prob now is the hope that our As will come in prelims(though I doubt it) and A level(must come by then) that keeps us going..

Many ppl have been asking me wad I intend to study after As.. but I haven really made up my mind� medicine has always been interesting to me.. but I m not sure if I can cope or I really want such a hectic lifestyle as a doctor� really no time to enjoy one.. I m not sure if I have such deep passion that allows me to sacrifice my time n etc.. n studying medicine is expensive too.. considering I m not very well off� I dowan to spend away all my parent�s money.. moreover my parents objects me taking medicine.. say its too stressful n a dumb choice.. so I also dunnoe.. decide den la.. ayez
Well gtg�

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