Tuesday, July 15

Dunno why I suddenly had the urge to blog.. when I actually dunno wad to blog or dun have much to say..

Had a terrible stomachache this morning.. and its still making me feel super uncomfortable now.. really didn�t feel like going to school today� but still I rushed down to school in a cab this morning .. ayez I reckoned its becoz of all the rubbish I ate last weekend.. went swensens on fri. den sat I ate satay beehoon, curry chicken, ice kachang. Ice blended coffee� den sun ate lots of junk food�plus cookies n cream freeze� blarz� I can imagine all these stuff churning in my stomach and intestines lor� hope it will be better tmr�

Tmr�s string syf� go huiyu u can do it! Weds guitar.. jiayou suyi willz yf & yiting! Bring back the golds! =) weds got band syf finals at esplanade also� but I am not going la�

Dunno why I feel quite numb these days.. not physically I mean�is like I dun feel happy.. neither am I depressed� like reached stage of equilibrium.. hahaha my chem sux.. but I do feel calm and peaceful.. not so excitable I guess.. dunno if it is a good thing.. the good thing is that I dun feel so restless la.. but will still feel tired every now n den.. aiya I also dunno wad I talking liaoz..

Drew up my revision schedule.. looks mad� real mission impossible.. k will try to pia la�

Block tests results haven been exactly encouraging.. except for maths la.. got a B! =) I expected an A actually.. but nvm la.. I think its quite an achievement liaoz.. the rest of sciences�really cmi.. failed my chem structured, phy mcq� wad more can I say.. just hope for the best lor� prob now is the hope that our As will come in prelims(though I doubt it) and A level(must come by then) that keeps us going..

Many ppl have been asking me wad I intend to study after As.. but I haven really made up my mind� medicine has always been interesting to me.. but I m not sure if I can cope or I really want such a hectic lifestyle as a doctor� really no time to enjoy one.. I m not sure if I have such deep passion that allows me to sacrifice my time n etc.. n studying medicine is expensive too.. considering I m not very well off� I dowan to spend away all my parent�s money.. moreover my parents objects me taking medicine.. say its too stressful n a dumb choice.. so I also dunnoe.. decide den la.. ayez
Well gtg�