Saturday, May 23

Met up with some classmates over dinner at shokudo bazaar place and drinks at paulaner jus now. Nice catching up n hearing stories from them from diff hospitals. haha 1st time gatecrashing their gang for outing. but we still lack representative from SGH n NUH! ahaha.

the vocals at paulaner was good but no live drumset! only guitarist! no drumset makes the songs incomplete n sound hollow even though the vocals are damn gd. And the songs were kinda a tad slower compared to timbre substation. I think i still prefer timbre.. timbre shld jus poach their singers over than it will b perfect.

Life n death in the hospital is common but still kinda disturbing. Happened to b in the wards for 2 consec days when some1 passed away.. n today there was this patient moaning n yelling in pain for like so long during some procedure while we were having our discussion at the nurse station.. n yup eevryone seemed numb to it. its kinda sad. that numb feeling to life n death, ppl suffering, i dunno jus sudddenly feel that eventually we will be some unfeeling robots going abt jus doing our job n ya u know wad i mean. Maybe i wil be some unfeeling robot someday too. But i think these 2 weeks at the wards was really fruitful n interesting n I think i will enjoy being an ward pharmacist though the work is tough n tedious. But prob just for a few years i will move on.. see how.. nxt mon OP. Packing machine here we're gonna transform.