Pharm pract is over!! Even up till the point when we dun have to see her anymore she still had to make things difficult for us by checking that everyone hasn't written our names n delaying our going home time. Even Dr C was asking the TS to go help her count n collect liao. As a result I took 1 blardy hour jus to get out of NUS. I think both my papers are okay i hope..

nxt weds nxt weds nxt weds.

I feel so disinfected by my disinfection notes.. I can't breathe man. this is one real tough n tedious n meaningless topic.

Sometimes i feel that I have pyschic powers.. Like intuition. quite a no. of ocassions alr. I accurately predicted that this guy was going to leave his book behind later at coffeebean today. The other time when my mum said that some clothing flew off from the bamboo n asked me to go downstairs to find, somehow I took the stairs instead of the lift which i seldom do n actually found that the resident 2 units down actually clipped that piece of clothing along the corridor..

I need more psychic power!!!!! Back to getting disinfected.

PS: I must have made the most no. of posts in the month of april. uni makes me hate aprils. At least end of the yr there's xmas, n all the festivities. april is Bah Shitty.

Saw the notes of this HCI girl sharing the same table as me at amk lib:
Name: XXX
Class:07S77
Inflation and unemployment

Sheesh. 5 years my junior. N doing Econs.

Checked out the amk ctrl guardian, din see my perceptor tho. The pharmacist there looked too young to have graduated in 1980s. There's this "patient care centre" sign there. Hmm hopefully it means tt its gonna b more exciting.

Why do i feel like pharm pract is the only module that have exam this sem? I haven studied anything else other than this module and i dun think i'm even halfway through

*pulls hair! Argh alopecia! *drink coffee! Argh GerD and GI distress

Jus came back from cheryl's party.. Man it was really crowded.. but it was still fun! And the food was good! Mai Pian Xia and the dark choc treasure chest from the cake. yum. Everyone was getting abit cranky n xt was high like after 2 sips of diluted baileys. U really shld come mambo with us to train up. Was thinking if we ever get married nxt time at the wedding den how. Me being a not v gd drinker (but likes to drink =P) can ta for u until i die. So u mus learn abit! Btw the caramel bailey is not bad. Much sweeter even undiluted!

Went to the legendary Bedok 85 after that. 1st time there. OMG more sinful stuff! Ow wa jian + Stingray + Soupy Ba chor mee(weird but actually not bad!) So many other things I wanted to eat there but i dun have the stomach liao. I suggest a overnite mj session at cheryl's place after exams den after tt can go eat supper =P

To those who are dying from the all the mugging out there, jiayou ok!! Tho results can be disappointing sometimes, but we really mus have the cockroach spirit! 要做个打不死的蟑螂!!

I seldom have ppl asking me not to blog. So the more i shld blog. so mayb u ppl shld jus use this tactic on me nxt time. I had calamari spag for lunch and kfc for dinner. Unhealthy unhealthy. Went marina sq to buy cheryl's present today. think it was a fastest decision ever tt can be agreed by so many ppl. The gift was like so her. perfect.

I need to shake off that post dramtaic test induced holiday mood. Mug mug mug.

Breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

feel like breaking away man. Somehow this song has a uplifting effect on me.

Went to eat botak at clementi after school today. I wanted so much to take a picture of my food la. Not becox of how nice it is but rather abt how small it is to show my army buddies. The serving has really been diminishing with each visit.. nothing compared to those tuas days man. The next time i go it would probably become ikan bilis n chips. I wan my grouper or wadever back! And we saw a couple of juniors. Well its one couple + one not really couple. shall not name them. But the not really couple got my dear quite excited, like discovering america. LOL.

And neng cun actually sounds viet, according to our pharmaco tutor. And I din know tt this classmate is actually thai, from bangkok, and still served NS.. well at least tts wad the tutor thought n tt was how baxter corrected him. Haha damn freaking hilarious tut. N b4 that the class was speculating how the tutor would be like.. BT stands for botak? n some1 even envisioned him running to the tut as he was late with a glistering head. think the stress is making us have v weird sense of humour.

finally its the wkend.. yes i can see the end.. end of weds at least. 3 more to go!

Hey! So i'll be at AMK central guardian from 2nd wk of may! which means batch1, 15 mins bus ride away from home, plus i get to eat my fav satay beehoon n nasi lemak at the hawker ctr, and the western n jap n bachor mee at s11 outside jubilee, at cheap cheap prices. how come i only keep thinking abt food..
moreover tt guardian is quite big abt 2 to 3 hdb shop space size.. tho probably i would be serving aunties n ah mas n ah peks etc..and I'm doing with vincent also got company..so i have nothing to complain abt la. Hope even if its non-town location life woun be too boring.. jus tt the thot of wearing tie n long sleeve to amk is really damn weird. haha dun worry la dear batch 2 is gd also.. still can go out one..

My mum told my my cousin was featured on the newspaper recently as the happiest person.. Haha so funny la.. mayb i shld go learn a tip or 2 from her.

I can't wait to change my phone! many at times i wanted to snap pictures but my stupid phone is jus so lousy. looking for 3.2 megapixels above, large meomry space, at least 512 meg best is 1 gig, price below 300 bucks? any reccomendations? I think my specs requirement v simple lei.. I've lost touch with phones for ages. so far only nokia phones fit my bill... but the design like not v nice. N best is can surf wifi!

6 more tests to go(3 x SDL + pP + pharmaco + Pharm Anal) before 5 more exams! OMG. Yes i can do it! So can u!

I've decided to blog even though I'm so tired. So cheers to jw! For once i think my fatigue is because of my jog in the evening n not entirely due to schwork. So cheers again! Oh no my fitness is really like crap now. i can barely do a few decent pullup, jump, or do situp. feel like a wimp man. lol.

I actually felt quite relaxed n rejuvenated this morning after being able to sleep well for 8 hours..tues mornings are always great ever since i gave up waking up for the 8 am changing lect. but i m so dead now after rushing thru microB reports and pharm anal tut so tt i can chip in abit if we are discussing tmr. I m a resp grp member. Haiz den got pp tut liao. its jus this nv ending cycle man.

this post is so random. n pointless. haha. wadever. time to sleep.

Wp is earning like 10x more during his accounting internship compared to mine. i know cannot compare but ya can't help it but feel sian. OMG I m "Sooo motivated" to mug for my 38 drug test.. Maybe i go be a professional mj player i can earn more. seriously 150 bucks for 1.5 mths. can they wake up their idea. i dowan to start complaining n lamenting abt pharm again. ya... i shldn't. Calling all my non-pharmacy frens pls dropby my pharmacy n treat me to a meal. have pity on me.PLssss haha. now i m realy hopping i dun get a town location.

Haven been mugging effectively over the long wkend. but of cox i m thankful for this break. Been on a eating spree after my cough sort of recovered. ate crystal jade dim sum with parents for lunch, riverside indon restaurant for ken's birthday dinner.. I think its a pretty gd place.. nice n reasonably cheap food..like 15 bucks for 6 course dinner(grouper,chicken,squid,kangkong,tahu goreng n satay) really quite worth it =)) n free flow of rice. YUm.. den went to eat kway chup for supper after mj. thus i m too full too sleep again now..

Oh thurs nite finally tried soup restaurant with dear. lazy to go find the herbal duck at beach rd. but surprisingly its good too! n reasonably cheap.. The mushroom soup i had was really tasty n real mushroomy, like those grey grey brown brown type. nothing like ur yellowish CREAm of mushroom. N dear's clam chowder really had clams acc to her.. n my baked salmon sandwich was great too.. plus salad plus lemon tea at $9.90 realy filling..

Oh haha today at coffeebean mugging.. was army day man. 2 guys sitting bside me was talking abt their army days. coincidentaly one was a medic too. den over on the other table i saw some of those naval officers which i met/saw briefly last time in NS.. think they were like having meeting.. like so many of them 6 or 7 of them.. din know they can actually have meeting like in coffeebean. take up so much space -_- hahaa.

hols pls come faster..

Watched Rule #1 just now. It actually has got quite a gd storyline. Hahaha i think half of the time my hand was on my face =X and my dear wass already whinning and dying to get out of the cinema. And i found myself swearing almost every 10 mins at all the freaky scenes..there's abt how often u get scared. lol non stop. Haha I m seriously not lydat most of the time during horror movies. haha watch it to find out.

attened xn's party yest. 2nd time at a Macdonald party. think it was more fun than the yunnan one the other time. Ok la once in a while being called children and doing lame stuff is quite de-stressing.

I reckon i need to wait for another 4 years to get this date in my blog. That explains why i m here in just a few days again.And i wonder whether this blog will still be ard then. Haha and i wonder wad will become of me then. 29 feb 2012.

This wk felt more like reading week than mid term seriously. Madness. Nobody wans to go K or mambo. Everyone is jus mugging away. N we have the luxury of the wk to study just 38 drugs. haha i dunno wads gonna happen to the nxt 2 quizzes man.

too full. can't sleep anyway.

supper with good old friends are always nice. The bkt timah prata shop was really crappy. Maybe the alazhar may b better. prob the one near my house is still the best. But the teochew porridge there is not bad tho.

I enjoy mugging alone in coffeebean.. altho it is geting v crowded n noisy on sundays.. and i always have v interesting ppl siting beside me. Last wk there was this pair having tuition. Yest there was this pair testing each other bible knowledge. I like to blast my ipod, study(i dunno how but i actually can), sip my coffee, n ppl watch when i get bored. I almost choked when i saw this woman wearing a jacket with the words "juicy" on her chest pocket. Haha damn funny la.

finally watching movie tmr =) feel so movie deprived. Shyt there's a cockroach in my room n i dunno where itz now.. disappeared after i went to get newspaper. Sian tiao. how to sleep. dammit

Argh jus needed to whine. This sem is really horrible shity madness *(&*(@#@@!# I'm like constantly thinking what work I have left and which one should i start doing now and tmr n the day after n after n after. tmr's pharm pract lect is 140+ slides, so its going to be twice the already-wan-to-die-speed on mon when we had 80+ slides. The amt of content for pharmaco,pharm pract n microb is jus overwhelming la. Suddenly pharm analysis seems like the nicest module evn tho its like the most boring. Hai why r we studying so hard for ah? so wad if i get 2nd upp / 3rd honours? big deal meh.

Every CNY relatives nv fail to ask me wad i'm studying n wad plans i have when i graduate, den some will tell me ooh pharmacy..itz under medicine? hmm gd prospects hor..(den the nxt min)but den wad can u work as ah? den some will say pharmacist ah.. those at guardian like so boring.. den those at hosipital always kena scolding hor... yadayada. I know some are jus asking out of concern, to have a conversation topic, but it jus makes me feel sian. I know actually sometimes we are already in a much better and fortunate position than many other same age peers out there, but frankly speaking, looking at how my peers are potentially going to make a millions bucks nxt time n i'm facing a real possibility of a noble job of educating the public, ensuring medication safety for my patients ENsuRing Quality treatment n patient safety.. WOah sounds great isn't it? I know i m sound damn superficial here, but the qns jus hits me evry now n then.. WAd the hell m i doing man? What do i really want?

Sigh. i feel like a robot everyday.. follow thru the motion of getting my work done, attending lectures, meeting deadlines. when can i be enlightened? I'm still haven found a satisfactory answer and a greter purpose to what i m doing now. i guess many of us have the same doubts as me i suppose.

OKie i m done whining. haha i m fine la.. jus ramblings =) back to reality n work. Jiayou everyone out there! pharmers esp! we r noble ppl! haha

Hurray! JianWei has blogged! Ok i guess i have to honour my promise somehow.. I seriously dunno wad to blog already..cox there's really too much to say.

My hols! haha 3 wks into sch liao I stil blogging abt my hols. Yep I think i enjoyed my hols. Work at CMP was nice.. reasonable pay, nice office can msn, surf net, drink free flow of tea/coffee, nice food in tanjong pagar area, listen to 933 while working, trying to rem and make sense of the drugs stuff while flipping thru mims and surfing, rather stress free haha. Woun get scolded when u're late.. no one knows other than the receptionist who opens the door for us. lol=P But really grateful to get the job la

Xmas gathering with 77ers


Introduction of 大白 to zuee. I think now it is becoming 大黑. No doubt it is still our best friend and part of our daily activity and conversation. Ya moulting rite. polar bears moult.. Take care of him hor.


Xmas gathering with cathhigh kaki. Ooh I love peking duck. Yea we dun do turkey for xmas. we ducky. haha sounds wrong. but the rest of the dishes at 永春园 aren't exactly v nice.

Countdown at eastcoast with zuee. Hey the mini fireworks are not bad wort. The fireworks signals from the ships plus the sounding of horn are intersting. And no mad crowd at city area. Plus u get part 2 when the indonesian ships do theirs at 1am local time. Most importantly i'm spending it with u =)


Nite cycling with cathhigh. Prob nv eaten so much in my life b4.. esp at such unearthly hours.. Cycled from east coast to lao pat sat.. ooh satay club. the milo there is really a killer.. its damn freaking nice. But warning. I think is better not to watch how it was made. The amt of sugar/milk looked like it is wad u consume in a week? lol =P HAd chix wings, mee goreng, satay. Den proceeded to geylang for beef hor fun.. Owning Beef horfun damn nice.. oh i forgot there's durian too den we went yong he for dou jiang you tiao. FYI its no longer at lor9, shifted to the ulu lor 27A.. but much larger space tt is.



Zoo outing with zuee
Like finally.. it really feels good to revisit the zoo after so many donkey years and our fav animal prob had to be the polar bear.. They eat watermelons la.. like in one glup. haha damn cute. And the lions are like so sian even when its their feeding time.. moving so slowly to the pieces of meat tt go 'piak' when it hits their body..and they slowly stroll to the meat.. in contrast the baboons are like acting in a movie that plays non stop, running ard all the time. some old ones had 2 wives to help them pick out the fleas or insects.. so 恩爱lol.
Caught all the animal shows tt were available and some other feeding sessions. I think we really made our ticket very worthwhile lol=P





Also painted my room blue and white!(adj alternating colours)yay. Managed to meetup with pri sch frens and army frens too. Hmm thats abt all the stuff abt my hols ba..

Finally had decent jap food! And its so near my house. Haha. Sushi Tei at thomson plaza! Chekwun nxt time come thomson plaza.. no queue de and woun get wet bcox of stupid fountain =p didn't order sashimi as I was still having gastric flu/problem. Damn sian la I think I really cannot drink coffee.. Must be overdose of coffee this sem thanks to the 4 day 8am lectures timetable. Sux man. I feel so weak without coffee.. how. Do i have to resort to decaff coffee? but decaff. argh

Somehow I have the feeling I'm having lesser and lesser friends. I keep asking my mum out to shop with me recently..Which isn't exactly a bad thing either. And my life seems v boring. Everyday go office at 9, go home at 6, sleep before 12. (other than today cox tmr is a PH).I can't say its bad either and neither do I feel sad abt it. I am actually OK with it Its a good routine wad. Wads wrong with me ah? Am I slowly evoling into an ah pek.. and in addition my hair keeps fallIng off.. Haha wadever.

Oh no only abt a month left! this sem was real fast. I'm damn scared of DFD. haha but heck

Been neglecting my blog and neglecting the com... rather my own com. Haven really been online as often as previous times simply becox i'am already facing the com like 9 hours a day in the office. But its quite slack la and super boring.. however it kinda makes me rem the classes of drugs so i guess it shld be gd.

I started to paint my room.. its gonna be alternating white n blue on each wall. Hahah i feel like drawing some patterns or designs after watching bai jia le everywk.. but then my arty skills r pretty limited. any1 out there wan to help? lol. And painting the ceiling is really shag. Its really a pain in the neck.

DFD was a disaster. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Dunno how to study for SP.. Y test us on language modals, usage of tense, reordering of sentences. Am I in pri or sec sch? SHIT u NUS> So is any of u mugging a grammar book now? and dun feel like studying for stats either. Ya and later I'm going to regret. Argh wadever. SHIT U NUS. Argh. Why is everything so results oriented. Somehow I got a feeling I'm going to get BBBBBs for this sem. WTF.And y m I so upset! WTH wad kind of entry is this. ARgh.

One more week left! I dunno whether it should come quickly or slowly so tt i have more time to mug. Haven been mugging v hard but this sem effectively i only got 3 mods to handle for exams (minus SP lol) last sem was 4 now is 3. And if i dun improve i really shld go bang my head.

Suddenly v scared of DFD. I thot I did okay for the pract test but my grades proved me wrong. Why they release the grades ah. Must b alot ppl go ask la. But anw its jus a stupid test. Exams exams. And the spreading and interfacial tutorial is scaring me. I cannot afford a repeat of physical pharm.. How many times in NUS can u see this kind of grade or rather afford to see this grade. haha. I hope is jus once.