I reckon i need to wait for another 4 years to get this date in my blog. That explains why i m here in just a few days again.And i wonder whether this blog will still be ard then. Haha and i wonder wad will become of me then. 29 feb 2012.

This wk felt more like reading week than mid term seriously. Madness. Nobody wans to go K or mambo. Everyone is jus mugging away. N we have the luxury of the wk to study just 38 drugs. haha i dunno wads gonna happen to the nxt 2 quizzes man.

too full. can't sleep anyway.

supper with good old friends are always nice. The bkt timah prata shop was really crappy. Maybe the alazhar may b better. prob the one near my house is still the best. But the teochew porridge there is not bad tho.

I enjoy mugging alone in coffeebean.. altho it is geting v crowded n noisy on sundays.. and i always have v interesting ppl siting beside me. Last wk there was this pair having tuition. Yest there was this pair testing each other bible knowledge. I like to blast my ipod, study(i dunno how but i actually can), sip my coffee, n ppl watch when i get bored. I almost choked when i saw this woman wearing a jacket with the words "juicy" on her chest pocket. Haha damn funny la.

finally watching movie tmr =) feel so movie deprived. Shyt there's a cockroach in my room n i dunno where itz now.. disappeared after i went to get newspaper. Sian tiao. how to sleep. dammit

Argh jus needed to whine. This sem is really horrible shity madness *(&*(@#@@!# I'm like constantly thinking what work I have left and which one should i start doing now and tmr n the day after n after n after. tmr's pharm pract lect is 140+ slides, so its going to be twice the already-wan-to-die-speed on mon when we had 80+ slides. The amt of content for pharmaco,pharm pract n microb is jus overwhelming la. Suddenly pharm analysis seems like the nicest module evn tho its like the most boring. Hai why r we studying so hard for ah? so wad if i get 2nd upp / 3rd honours? big deal meh.

Every CNY relatives nv fail to ask me wad i'm studying n wad plans i have when i graduate, den some will tell me ooh pharmacy..itz under medicine? hmm gd prospects hor..(den the nxt min)but den wad can u work as ah? den some will say pharmacist ah.. those at guardian like so boring.. den those at hosipital always kena scolding hor... yadayada. I know some are jus asking out of concern, to have a conversation topic, but it jus makes me feel sian. I know actually sometimes we are already in a much better and fortunate position than many other same age peers out there, but frankly speaking, looking at how my peers are potentially going to make a millions bucks nxt time n i'm facing a real possibility of a noble job of educating the public, ensuring medication safety for my patients ENsuRing Quality treatment n patient safety.. WOah sounds great isn't it? I know i m sound damn superficial here, but the qns jus hits me evry now n then.. WAd the hell m i doing man? What do i really want?

Sigh. i feel like a robot everyday.. follow thru the motion of getting my work done, attending lectures, meeting deadlines. when can i be enlightened? I'm still haven found a satisfactory answer and a greter purpose to what i m doing now. i guess many of us have the same doubts as me i suppose.

OKie i m done whining. haha i m fine la.. jus ramblings =) back to reality n work. Jiayou everyone out there! pharmers esp! we r noble ppl! haha

Hurray! JianWei has blogged! Ok i guess i have to honour my promise somehow.. I seriously dunno wad to blog already..cox there's really too much to say.

My hols! haha 3 wks into sch liao I stil blogging abt my hols. Yep I think i enjoyed my hols. Work at CMP was nice.. reasonable pay, nice office can msn, surf net, drink free flow of tea/coffee, nice food in tanjong pagar area, listen to 933 while working, trying to rem and make sense of the drugs stuff while flipping thru mims and surfing, rather stress free haha. Woun get scolded when u're late.. no one knows other than the receptionist who opens the door for us. lol=P But really grateful to get the job la

Xmas gathering with 77ers


Introduction of 大白 to zuee. I think now it is becoming 大黑. No doubt it is still our best friend and part of our daily activity and conversation. Ya moulting rite. polar bears moult.. Take care of him hor.


Xmas gathering with cathhigh kaki. Ooh I love peking duck. Yea we dun do turkey for xmas. we ducky. haha sounds wrong. but the rest of the dishes at 永春园 aren't exactly v nice.

Countdown at eastcoast with zuee. Hey the mini fireworks are not bad wort. The fireworks signals from the ships plus the sounding of horn are intersting. And no mad crowd at city area. Plus u get part 2 when the indonesian ships do theirs at 1am local time. Most importantly i'm spending it with u =)


Nite cycling with cathhigh. Prob nv eaten so much in my life b4.. esp at such unearthly hours.. Cycled from east coast to lao pat sat.. ooh satay club. the milo there is really a killer.. its damn freaking nice. But warning. I think is better not to watch how it was made. The amt of sugar/milk looked like it is wad u consume in a week? lol =P HAd chix wings, mee goreng, satay. Den proceeded to geylang for beef hor fun.. Owning Beef horfun damn nice.. oh i forgot there's durian too den we went yong he for dou jiang you tiao. FYI its no longer at lor9, shifted to the ulu lor 27A.. but much larger space tt is.



Zoo outing with zuee
Like finally.. it really feels good to revisit the zoo after so many donkey years and our fav animal prob had to be the polar bear.. They eat watermelons la.. like in one glup. haha damn cute. And the lions are like so sian even when its their feeding time.. moving so slowly to the pieces of meat tt go 'piak' when it hits their body..and they slowly stroll to the meat.. in contrast the baboons are like acting in a movie that plays non stop, running ard all the time. some old ones had 2 wives to help them pick out the fleas or insects.. so 恩爱lol.
Caught all the animal shows tt were available and some other feeding sessions. I think we really made our ticket very worthwhile lol=P





Also painted my room blue and white!(adj alternating colours)yay. Managed to meetup with pri sch frens and army frens too. Hmm thats abt all the stuff abt my hols ba..

Finally had decent jap food! And its so near my house. Haha. Sushi Tei at thomson plaza! Chekwun nxt time come thomson plaza.. no queue de and woun get wet bcox of stupid fountain =p didn't order sashimi as I was still having gastric flu/problem. Damn sian la I think I really cannot drink coffee.. Must be overdose of coffee this sem thanks to the 4 day 8am lectures timetable. Sux man. I feel so weak without coffee.. how. Do i have to resort to decaff coffee? but decaff. argh

Somehow I have the feeling I'm having lesser and lesser friends. I keep asking my mum out to shop with me recently..Which isn't exactly a bad thing either. And my life seems v boring. Everyday go office at 9, go home at 6, sleep before 12. (other than today cox tmr is a PH).I can't say its bad either and neither do I feel sad abt it. I am actually OK with it Its a good routine wad. Wads wrong with me ah? Am I slowly evoling into an ah pek.. and in addition my hair keeps fallIng off.. Haha wadever.

Oh no only abt a month left! this sem was real fast. I'm damn scared of DFD. haha but heck

Been neglecting my blog and neglecting the com... rather my own com. Haven really been online as often as previous times simply becox i'am already facing the com like 9 hours a day in the office. But its quite slack la and super boring.. however it kinda makes me rem the classes of drugs so i guess it shld be gd.

I started to paint my room.. its gonna be alternating white n blue on each wall. Hahah i feel like drawing some patterns or designs after watching bai jia le everywk.. but then my arty skills r pretty limited. any1 out there wan to help? lol. And painting the ceiling is really shag. Its really a pain in the neck.

DFD was a disaster. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Dunno how to study for SP.. Y test us on language modals, usage of tense, reordering of sentences. Am I in pri or sec sch? SHIT u NUS> So is any of u mugging a grammar book now? and dun feel like studying for stats either. Ya and later I'm going to regret. Argh wadever. SHIT U NUS. Argh. Why is everything so results oriented. Somehow I got a feeling I'm going to get BBBBBs for this sem. WTF.And y m I so upset! WTH wad kind of entry is this. ARgh.

One more week left! I dunno whether it should come quickly or slowly so tt i have more time to mug. Haven been mugging v hard but this sem effectively i only got 3 mods to handle for exams (minus SP lol) last sem was 4 now is 3. And if i dun improve i really shld go bang my head.

Suddenly v scared of DFD. I thot I did okay for the pract test but my grades proved me wrong. Why they release the grades ah. Must b alot ppl go ask la. But anw its jus a stupid test. Exams exams. And the spreading and interfacial tutorial is scaring me. I cannot afford a repeat of physical pharm.. How many times in NUS can u see this kind of grade or rather afford to see this grade. haha. I hope is jus once.

The Great Expectations

Do we always have to expect the unexpected or simply expect less? Why do we have to expect what others are expecting of ourselves? What do u expect?


I'm just giving you the taste of your own medicine. Feels like an idiot rite?

I managed to find the correct one thanks to tp lol! This is really power...some parts i can't understand also but its jus owning Its a super zai and awesome tho its literally describing a girl like 花瓶. 一个非同凡响的花瓶吧。

青花瓷

词:方文山 曲:周杰伦
素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡
瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然
宣纸上走笔至此搁一半

釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏
而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散去到我去不了的地方

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
月色被打捞起晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽你眼带笑意

色白花青的锦鲤跃然於碗底
临摹宋体落款时却惦记著你
你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密
极细腻犹如绣花针落地
帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿
而我路过那江南小镇惹了你
在泼墨山水画里你从墨色深处被隐去

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
月色被打捞起晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽你眼带笑意

the 4 birthday babies =)

all of us =)

Argh done so little work this week.. and nxt wk is prob gonna be panic mode.. gd luck to me.

Thanks to all for all the birthday wishes esp poh from Sweden and cheow from aussie.. hope there woun be a bomb in my nxt phone bill.. and of course the presents from ahnehkins, shne, cp, mcv & xn..thankew!.. and of cox my zuee.. i almost thot we're not even going out le.. but haha u surprised me. *touched* thanks dear.

There is a really a WORLD of difference between "doctor say cancel" and "doctor say cancer" Devastating difference. Dammit. My godness. The importance of EFFECTIVE communication. adding one or two more words like doctor say operation cancel or doctor say postponed would have been much better.

i like 青花瓷! Yes i am cheena. like the chorus alot..the lyrics are so damn beautiful..超有意境。方文山 is my 偶像 man! but some parts cannot catch.. googled and i got all sorts of funny versions dunno which is right.. shld i jus go buy the album. 最长的电影 is nice too

Ahnehkin outing! At geylang where we sang kaihui a birthday song. all the aunties and ah peks are staring at us in that "what are these kids doing here" look.. haha
Ate 933 roast duck and braised duck which was good but serving abit litle and some not v tasty kway chup for dinner
Dinner no.2 was durians with some super expensive elvis presley durian literally called 猫王 or sth lydat and kampung and D24 etc etc dunno wad species.
Dinner no.3 was 豆浆油条 yumm
so shiok.. but nothing comparable to sean who had both chicken n duck(best of both worlds =P) plus laksa before this 3 course dinner. And he got pregnant after that.HAhaha.

Which College Major Should You Be?
	Your major should be part Biology. You work hard, and you're gonna keep working hard for many years to come. That's why you keep your work organized and your health in good shape.
	Your major should be part Art. You are sensitive, creative, and you don't follow established rules. Unfortunately, you'll have to follow some rules if you ever want that promotion at Starbucks.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Argh omg.. its almost one month anniversary since I last touch my blog.. my sincere apologies to all my ardent fan si out there.(wads new abt jw not updated actually =p) Yea and its all facebook's fault this time round. Its such a waste of time but yet i can't help it but take a look at it at least once a day. And i'm so suagu.. the whole world is on it liao but i jus registered.

Well, this sem has really been very very fast.. Somehow this sem is just filled with many many rubbish and weird assignments..is like alot alot of things to do but it isn't exactly very difficult.. and the stuff doesn't seem very academic or pharm related to me.. other than dfd and bahasa which i think are quite interesting. poster presentation, non stop editing of essays, cooking project for bahasa, some weird stats report which is like absolutely pointless.. this sem is just FULL of "surprises" Some pleasant, some irritating tho.

Realised that if u wear contacts and cut onions u woun tear! well at least tts the case for me.. Or maybe its jus me being powerful... lol but my hand reek of the onion smell for at least 1 day after the bahasa cooking session. Thanks again to wonderful kaihui for allowing us to mess up her kitchen and all sorts of nonsense. haha..

No more labs this wk onwards... which means no more excuse to slack. argh. yay durians on sat! =p

So the mid sem break is here. Half hearted yay~1/2!

Went to st john's island for the yep retreat over the wkend.. haha yea st john's island. weird and real ulu place hur. but did somewhat enjoyed myself.. laughed alot i think.. away from civilisation, away from all the notes and work, jus relax, eating nonstop(nutella! snacks, amkave10 nasi lemak..5 meals a day~), sleep, watch tv, play games/facilation sessions(bridge! song guessing game haha) and also got to know some of the ppl in the team better.. a pity that i din get much of the sun, and the beach was almost nonexistent anyway.

Had a chance to visit kusu island.. as the ferry "transited" there enroute to st john.Went to the famous temple where suagu me discovered abt ringing bell thingy when u offer 香油钱..apparently its a practise found in alot of other temples.. Fed tortoises on our way back with our unfinished bread. I think its the 1st time i have seen so many of them together at one place. and to quote xt, they are certainly not slow when it comes to snatching food haha..

today's pharmstats lab was damn darn funny.. well wad to do.. we have a damn interesting lecturer that bores us to death. Cp u shld jus invite our dear prof to chat with all of us nxt time since u said u have his msn. I wonder if the TA will tell him anything..HAha who cares. I think i was entertaining him until i got too paiseh to continue chatting when 2 TAs were staring at my screen.

bahasa was damn funny also. we jus got damn cranky n high for no apparent reason..there's this v zi high girl in my class tt laughs damn loudly and ya the highly contagious type.. when i pronounced apel(apple) as ah bao she was laughing like dunno wad..ah bao bagaimana... den dunno why got durian apa kabar? durian baik baik saja. haha 超级无理头=p

almost forgot.. Van おたんじょうびおめでとう！！

jiawei said I was a good boy today -_- sheeshz.

Made chocs! Ok la not really make from scratch, but melted the choc bar and added my own ingredient and stuff and place it into a nice mould. was experimenting to see if we can sell it to raise funds for YEP trip.. haha but its fun~ like having to TRITURATE the oreo powder properly with the melted choc. So if eventually we decide to sell it u all must buy!

Felt that I really need to get this off my chest.. but I dunno how and where to start

There was only one word to describe my feeling towards this particular grp of ppl=utter disappointment. I didn’t have to be there last sat to know what happened or rather what was going to happen. I chose not to turn up as I knew no matter how we explained or rather, fight, (under that kind of circumstances I supposed this might be an appropriate word) it would be futile against the sheer number of fingers pointing at us, and I definitely had other better things to do than to talk to these ppl. My heart goes out to Cheryl and Choonpei for having to handle this shit, but at the end of the day, everything is over and we certainly have nothing against our conscience.

Firstly to begin with, how much support/help did we get from these ppl? Isn’t FOC/FOW a highlight event of the club? Given the traditional pathetic participation of the pharm cohort, if the exco still doesn’t show their support by at least turning up/or being more involved, how you expect the rest of the cohort to be enthusiastic about these events? Ya I know, there’s perceptorship and RAG, but that isn’t really an excuse. Of course, we will remember those that who had helped, n we really appreciate it a lot.

You guys claim that we should have more initiative in asking whether we can have deficits and dig onto reserves, let me ask you then WHERE is your initiative as a active member/exco of the club then. It doesn’t have to be in this aspect but wheres ur initiative to help in all relevant aspects?? Back to the point, we weren’t even told that it was okay to incur a loss; we were told to save n save n budget and we have really tried our best to strike a balance; you all made noise when we order $2 lunch vs ur super cheap but horrible $1 lunch last year; and after all it simply didn’t make sense to run a orientation event and make a lost. If u all really think we are charging too high a price for a matric pack, and have jnr’s welfare at heart, then use the reserves fund now n pay back into the jnr’s class fund la. Then it would be best welfare for the jnrs, since u all claim we never consider our jnr’s welfare.

So not only you all din help much, but u all pointed so much fingers at us throughout the entire orientation project. I daresay the programme for FOW is so much better this year, based on feedback from our jnrs, and instead of being appreciative n recognizing our efforts(haz), you all only know how to make noise. I am sure you guys have organized this before last year, and you know how hard it is, why make things so difficult for us? is it an yearly agenda of the agm to shoot FOW comm every yr?

Simply cannot comprehend why things will end up lydat. I really hope the new exco will do a better job this year. I have faith in u guys. And the juniors stop complaining so much, you will understand when its ur turn to organize nxt yr.

VEry Very random and boring ramblings

saya tidak senang SP1203, karena it jus sux. tidak mau do assignment.
saya mau pergi ke pator, mau makan waruku, mau pergi ke zoo. Tetapi tidak ada time. Mengapa lydat???

This sem is soo "language-based". The stupid SP mod, bahasa indon, the trying-to-be funny pharm laws, which some legislations i have to read a few times before understanding what it means. Lawyers really need a gd command of language.
My brain is crying out for help! argh.

I'm actually looking forward to dispensing practs and dfd practs these days. The emulsion we made on mon was like how nice!! its sooooSmOOth la.. looks like condensed milk. The pessaries I made few wks ago seemed to have melted.. its more like gummy bears now. why lydat ah. Thoti ts supposed to melt there and not in my hands or in my cupboard. argh haha wadever.