I finally overcomed the inertia and decided to write again.. I feel so lazy nowadays.. can�t stand myself.. everyday seems to buzz by without much sense of purpose ever since I passed out from bmt..

I can only say I�m really super lucky to have landed myself in my present vocation.. a navy combat medic. Still waiting for my course to commence.. hence its 8 to 5 for me till 5th July.. everyday just go sembawang camp there to do some admin stuff.. make phone calls� super super �no discipline� life unlike in bmt la..

Did this pressure chamber test thingy at RSN Naval Hyperbaric Centre.. which is part of the underwater medic selection process.. we had to go inside this cylindrical, metallic chamber which didn�t look very welcoming.. it looks kinda old and it really reminds u of ghastly gas chambers which ppl are killed in wartime.. hahaha.. btw one of the chambers that was still functional was left behind by Japanese during WW2.. thank goodness we weren�t using that one..
The test was to see if we could adjust to the pressure that was 10m below the surface of water.. the whole experience was really quite cool and interesting.. we had to keep clearing our ears.. the MO taught us to squeeze our nose and try to blow through our nose.. which I found it quite difficult and tedious.. hahaha.. so I used the �swallow saliva� method and guess wad.. I had to ask for a cup of water like after 10 min.. salivary glands not efficient enough..

My senior cum colleague gave me a lift on his bike today.. yea I admit I�m a suagu.. never rode on a bike b4.. I was really quite scared for the 1st 5 min when I was on it.. I was like dun drive so fast!!!! Hahaha.. I felt like I was going to drop off at every bend he made in the camp.. but as we sped out along the main road I really felt adrenaline rush man.. real shuang.. very exciting.. he was like going at 90 at some point as the traffic was rather light.. really quite fun..

Have been eating a lot and not exercising man.. eating like 6, 7 meals a day.. 2 breakfast, lunch, teabreak, dinner, and sometimes supper.. and not counting all the snacks that goes in between meal times.. I wonder how many pull ups I still can do now.*grins*

I think that ch8 drama hai you ming tian is going to make me cry someday� the fact that is based on real life stories makes me sadder..

Now then I realized that Far East plaza has quite a lot of nice food.. ate the chicken rice.. quite nice.. must go there and try more stuff next time.

P.O.P le! heya having my 1 week break now.. so shuang.. suddenly tonight i dun have to book in haha. just crossing my fingers now and praying that i dun see SISPEC on my monitor screen this fri when i check my posting..

harry potter this time round was abit disappointing.. its like i haven really started to enjoy the show and its over..emma watson indeed looks better with every episode..

SighZ.. i've just accepted NUS science.. they din even gave me any other options. accepted NTU bioengine a couple of weeks ago too.. still kinda undecided wad to do actually. shucks la i still dun have a very clear direction with regards to wad i wan to do in future. really wished that i could have got into medicine.. but its kinda far fetched for me now. just have to resign to fate that i'm not as good or as lucky as the rest. dun have that kind of money to go overseas too.. Haiz.

Survived my field camp and 16K route march.. i din purposely fail anything as i planned to initially so that i can get into a slack unit.. just find it too hypocritical if i really did that so guess i'm on my way to sispec now... which i vowed not to go..dun think i can make it to OCS either.. had actually wanted to slack thru my army life.. but now it doesn't seem to be coming true.. my friends in sispec and OCS are all like struggling and having a hard time now..

feeling quite helpless and "directionless" now.. ayez.. evrything doesn't seem to be going the way i want.. or rather i dun really know wad i want. ironic manz...

went marina south just now to eat zheng fa seafood.. its the same bbq and steamboat thingy.. but the food there is like nicer compared to other stalls.. we've given live prawns to cook.. felt super sinful about it man.. it was still moving and struggling when we put it into the hot boiling soup.. kinda cruel.. but it really tasted kinda fresh and tasty though.. hahaha

going to watch the day after tomorrow with my 77 classmates tmr. its really been a long time since i met them man.. almost 2 months.. i rem the last time going out with them was like just before i enlist and *volaz* i'm going to POP this friday.. time flies man

din have a very good start this week..

when i 1st stepped into the bunk, my friend shouted RAT! instinctively i asked "where??"
"into your cupboard!" was the reply i got... wad the hell!! very carefully, i opened my cupboard and almost immediately the rat jumped out and scurried away to dunno where... everyone spent like 1/2 hr trying to find the rat but still can't find it...

as i returned to my cupboard to unpack my stuff.. to my horror, i found rat droppings on my clothes and my cereal packaging apparently broken by the rat.... damm sianz!!! wad the F*** so sway!! so i had to take out everything from my cupboard and disinfect/wash everything... and wads worse i was caught by sgt for not sleeping after lights out.. fortunately he was nice enough not to do anything to me if not i would be down for guard duty now...

den the next day... the stupid PC choose me to be the platoon iC.. i such a chao slacker everytime do things take my time one den now ask me to be platoon ic who has to rush ppl to fall in... wad a joke. fortunately think i did a fine job la hahaha.. everyone was quite cooperative heh... so not a v difficult task and evrything kinda went smooth for me... just found it quite ironic that i dun exactly wan to go into sispec or ocs yet they choose me.. where they are so many ppl who are dying to have an opportunity to perform.. i just wanna slack through my army life.. =P

hope to catch a movie later... my usual 4-8 peeps like not free today... sianz.. think the stupid tekong bug has really hit me... my throat feels sore and my voice is so "sexy" and husky... can't stand...

would be missing in action for the next 2 weeks... next week field camp not booking out... hope everything will be fine.. hope i dun fall sick!!

having trouble deciding between life sci and bioengineering.. could someone be kind enough to advise me.. sian kinda accepted the fact that i can't be a doctor... unless 1/2 a million dollars drop from the sky and allow me to study med overseas.. sighz

think thats abt all cya guys 2 weeks later

hmm apologize for the inactivity for the past few weeks.. haven really found time to update..

so much things i wan to talk about.. but i have t be selective hahaha.. hmm this is like my 3rd or 4th week into BMT? it doesn't seem too long ago that i was still having my carefree civilian life and volA! * i'm in the big tekong FARMily* have to admit i'm kinda super lucky to end up in Scorpion CompAny.. really must count my blessings.. super welfare company man! hahaha we have like breaks like in between every lesson.. a minimum of 2 hours of admin time everyday(admin time = own free time), a min of 25 push ups if there's going to be any punishment.. permitted to bring any amount of food into our own bunks.. hahahaha and lots more la.. BUt i wan to stress that the training is the same among other companies la..

guess there must be some whitehorsey within us.. but still dunno exactly who they are.. heh must get to know them! haha

SighZ no med letter from NUS... super super disappointed. going to the NTU bioengine seminar later... adopting the "go See SEE" attitude when i'm there..

wah damm sian.. i just realised my good friend used the same blog layout as me man.. gao xiao man hahah..haiz thats the prob with downloading blogskins and not using self created blogs..hahahaha.. maybe need to consult huimin's professional help next time..hahahaa

had quite a fun-filled weekend.. those NS guys passed out on thurs/friday.. so managed to go out with them.. watched the eye2 on friday evening... hmm quite freaky.. the whole row of my friends were like covering their faces for more than half of the show.. had to say the cinema had a very brave audience, no one screamed! come to think of it the storyline and "tricks" and methods to scare ppl quite lame also.. but was kinda impressed with shuqi's acting skills.. think she will get some award man.. give 3.5 stars out of 5 la

went to mos burger to tell ghost stories and later talked crap till abt 1+ am...den headed to kenvin's house to play mahjong.. wahz they bullied me lor.. really regreted playing man.. i was so super tired.. cox the prev morning i had to wake up at 6am to go sch to teach mah.. so i was like 24 hours din sleep liao.. i kept losing money lor..lost 10 bucks to ken and anxother 10 to weepoh.. shucks man..

after going home to sleep for 3 hours. i rushed out to little india to meet my ex colleagues.. wad a place to go rite.. den we walked to bugis la.. talked alot of crap and updating each other abt wad we were doing la..rushed back to HC at 7 to catch capriccio..

i"m really proud of my juniors man.. had to say they put up a more vibrant. interesting and entertaining performance manz.. the comtemporary pieces were livelier.. not so dull... and the percursion ensemble! was just good mAnz..! felt ashamed of ourselves lor.. they did sth like the riverdance.. lots of sticks strokings performance. really very very kewl... haiz well maybe we had syf..so lesser time to prepare...hahahah *excuses*

went to crystal jade with my parents just now... wah i really loved the walnut paste dessert... super nice.. go try it next time u all go there!

bought the five ppl u will meet in hevean book.. its been a long time since i spend money on books.. 29.40 lei.. going to read it during the babysitting and free periods i have in cathhigh... abt halfway through liaoz.. real interesting.. reading it slowly so that i can save it for my free periods in sch...

talking abt cathhigh... wah laoz that day while i was babysitting onxxe class..to my horror they were playing ouija boards lor... or known better as bi xian.. really had to stop them and scold them..though i can't really eplain why they shouldn't play.. aiya just warn them not to mess with such unorthodox stuff la.. den the ne day i went into the same class again and found them playing arm wrestling.. crazy class lor..

Happy BirthDay Kenvin!

think i'm becoming a ktv freak.. went paradiz centre kbox today.. and guess who dragged me there... of all ppl...weiping..HAhahaha...it was a eupho and tuba session outing anyway. first time i hear weiping sing after knowing him for close to 7 yrs.. other den during that syf period while we're practising that gloriosa piece..
went to thomson plaza to make myself a nerdy spects for NS after that.

Had lots of fun yesterday..met vin and weepoh for lunch at pivdofr at liang seah street..opp swensens in bugis junction. its a continental rest but mainly serves western food.. ate there a couple of time..quite a nice place with nice food at affordable prices.. set lunch costed 12.90... with starters dessert and everything.. go try..haha
met up with more ppl to play lan after that.. and went ktv at night to celebrate kenvin's birthday..
me and tze wee bought him a book entitled The Frog Prince - Continued. its a real hilarious picture book depicting how the frog prince was so not used to being a prince after being kissed by the princess by the pond side.. by the way for those who dunno kenvin that well.. he's being call froggy teo during sec sch cox he really looks like it with his spects on.. hahahaha oops.. *sorrie kenvin for baotou-ing u* =P
come to think of it i have been quite "evil" when buying my friends birthday gifts this year, first was joaling and her piggy soft toy and now is kenvin with this froggy book.. hahah wonder who will be the next "lucky" victim..hope i wun have retribution on my birthday.. hmm its still so far away..hahaha

3 gundu robbers escaped into tekong from malaysia.. have to mobilise so many ppl to find them.. and my dad just came back from tekong after some dunno wad meeting... jialat manz.. thanks to them think the NS guys are slacking in their bunks i guess.. haha

went swimming today despite my aching muscles... later went to suntec to walk walk with my usual peeps.. and was almost lamed to death by zhijian.. dun rem him being so duhz before going to nj..hiyoz..

spent the entire morning filing up my notes... i only managed to clear physics.. see how lazy i am... i only starting filing them when i'm done with my As.. hahaha.. had wanted to do that earlier in dec but my mum stopped me from throwing everything away and argued that i may be retaking my A levels.. DiAon rite... whose mum on earth would actually think that her child is going to retake As.. yeah finally can get rid of them..

wAhz... my whole body's aching like hell!! have been "training" for ns lately.. can't believe my days are freedom are numbered.. siAnz.. have been hearing lots of stories from my pals... and *tAda* its time for my turn now. time flies man...

finally decided about my choice of courses.. arghz heck..I'm just gonna whack... put medicine 1st choice though i've got a disgusting c5 for GP..but i should really count my blessings lor... really amazing that i've got 4 As.. have been really thinking quite alot.. practically every doc discourages us to follow their footseteps.. but despite knowing all the minuses for chosing that career path... super long working hours, gruesome and bloody and messy situations, no social life, blar blar.. i think i will regret for not putting medicine as 1st choice leh... so haiz.. just go for it and hope for the best manz.
going to do away with life sciences... dun think i have so much patience to study all the way to masters or phD just to do research.. and wad if i'm not smart enough to do masters or phD.. den i'll become a teacher.. eekz. so 2nd choice shall be chem engine la..

tempted to go watch the eye2... eye1 was kinda freaky...
should i waste my money to go watch the lame but seems so funny, rated 1 1/2 stars hanuted mansion ah? anyone watch liao can tell me..

downloaded this layout from blogskins... find it kinda cool but abit *thick-skinned* coz i din make this myself..hahahaha but at least its not considered stealing rite? =P hmm dun care

You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.


What feeling do you represent?
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Yay� I have finally decided to blog.. wad an nice afternoon to laze at home and play some nice music or radio and having some occasional cool breeze entering through my window.. have been raining/drizzling ever since I reached home just now..

My apologies to suyi.. who accompanied to this job interview for a coca cola drinks promoter job today which only wanted to hire guys..LOLz.. and had to trouble her to travel halfway back to her house to get yesterday�s newspaper due to the blunder I made over the company�s unit no. haiz� anyway I got that job liaoz which means which I have to reject that robinsons one which I applied for earlier� guess this one is better coz the workplace is just at thomson plaza and allows me to do relief teaching in the morning as the working hours are from 1pm to 10pm.. and its a longer term job.. pay quite reasonable also..

Have been searching for jobs, going for interviews these few days.. yes I am kinda desperate for money hahaha.. wads worse was that I lost yiting�s ez-link card and had to give her mine! (long story) And now I am using an adult one� hmmphz.. really regretted being so kind to offer her my card� so stupid of me rite =X (yiting I know I shld be guilty but AArghz� k hope they will find ur card soon to alleviate my misery) and I had to re-register and pay for my driving basic theory test again becoz I was late for 15 mins for the test on that day! Wahzz so gek!!!! I was like begging them to let me take the test but they suanned me by retorting that they had no reason to let me take the test and claimed that if I can�t even follow the simplest regulation of being punctual,den how to follow traffic rules next time! They really sux manz.. so unsympathetic and mean!!!! Poor me.. maybe its retribution.. coz I have been letting my friends wait for me very often when I go out with them.. sheeshz.. k one more thing to add to my new year resolution: kick off my habit of being late!

Watched Lord of the Rings yesterdayz� wahZ�. Fabulous marvelous absolutely great show.. 5 stars! Didn�t find as draggy as the 1st episode, enjoyed the fighting scenes the most.. really breathtaking and exciting� hated that part featuring the struggle n fight with that gigantic crawlie.. can�t stand manz� so disgusting! Other than that it�s a definitely must watch movie!!

Love actually is another nice xmas movie not to be missed.. Sound of colours(di xi tie)..hmm watched it for free.. also not bad la.. but I didn�t really enjoy it alot..but its rather different from mainstream romantic comedy�

Received the 1st xmas card this year yesterday.. and it�s from joan! Thankew joan! Just sent my stack of xmas cards out.. dun be too sad if u never receive one from me k.. =X din really send a lot out also..

Think I need to revamp my blog� shall do it when I have time =P

Going back to HC later to watch noel concert� should be in the auditorium this time not like last year in the pathetic LT3..

you are paleturquoise #AFEEEE

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

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SCORPIO MAN

A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and
always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so
negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He
absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.

He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused
feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen
and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves
before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly
achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put
all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a
big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac.

He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates
thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long,
for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.

If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too
much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and
will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.
He hardly makes mistake.

He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to
ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.

If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say
such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be
both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are
in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be
vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.

He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could
not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends.
He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a
complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really
know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or
when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already
forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and
admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him.

When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in
love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple
woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able
to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman
who sits around waiting for his call.

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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hahaha guess i am really super super bored.! keep doing all these stupid tests! and the test below ah... throws me back into thinking whether i want to be a doctor again... when I have like decided not to take medicine in Uni if possible...


Seems like you are not in big trouble. Actually,
this result is actually BETTER than average.
You will have a perfect job. You will make a
lot of money. The job that you will have is
being a kind of doctor. You will not marry.
Many (wo)men will like you or did like you in
your college, but you don't think anybody is
good enough for you. You will live in a two-
story house when you are older. Two stories all
for you is good enough for you! You will have
many dinners in your house. The bad news is
that you will be very lonely and sad - perhaps
almost depressed when you are older. Yes, you
will think that money is not everything in your
life. Feel good young man. You will not bald
/*_*\ Your hair will be the same as it is right
now. You will feel that you are one of the
prettiest/handsome (wo)man there is for your
age /*_*\ You will be the over average (wo)man.
In your future, nothing will hurt you. Only
pain on the outside. When you are 87 years old,
you will die of painful cancer.


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You should be dating a Libra.
23 September - 22 October
This mate is artistic, refined, loving and
romantic. Though the balance of Libra can
display manipulative, overbearing and indolent
traits, this mate is sure to be a passionate
addition to your bed.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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scorpios and libras dun really make a good pair i suppose? hahaha weird...

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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In no time the As are finally going to be over..yay.. can�t believe I have actually survived through it� now left with physics5 and the crucial physics3.. now an update for all the papers so far�

GP was normal la.. okie I supposed.. I actually had more time to attempt the AQ compared to prelims and other block tests..

Maths1 and 2 was easy� shouldn�t be a problem ;)

Chemistry.. one big worry man.. p2 was tricky and a bit kinda application based.. got the caffeine solvent and some other stuff wrong.. p3� haiz.. I almost broke down whilst doing that paper.. my poor time management cost me 10+ marks of blanks.. I should have just given up on the kinetics qns.. in the end I spent 1 hour on 3 phy qns.. and 15 mins on 2 food chem qns.. I was panicking like mad as a result I couldn�t think properly for that organic qns7 and left it blank� had no time for it anyway� paper1 was easy though..

Bio should be fine as well� for the option, I didn�t study in detailed enough to attempt the qns on placenta, or rather we haven really attempted one in tutorial before.. so I was trying very hard to crap for that part.. 1st time I managed to complete all the qns and left no blank =) paper1 was weird man.. some qns had mcq choices that were like so ambiguous.. in the end I kept erasing the shaded ovals on the omr as I kept changing my answers�hiyo..

Physics.. paper1� wah I really had nothing to say.. Ruth repeatedly told me and huiyu that it was an insult to our intelligence.. haha.. I was hoping to get full marks but that stupid upthrust qns tricked me! Hmmphz.. bet like at least half the cohort in sch is going to get full marks! Feel quite insecure about paper2 though.. not very easy.. it was actually quite different from normal tys qns other then for some repeat qns.. even Mrs Tan warned us to prepare ourselves better for paper3 and to pitch ourselves at prelim level instead of just doing tys as the qns re becoming more n more application based..

And here am I, still slacking since after paper2.. hmm tmr morning then start la =P

I found matrix revolution quite a nice show.. contrary to what some people said.. at least I enjoyed watching for most parts of the show and understood every single part of it.. unlike reloaded.. The supposingly eye-dazzling and impressive moves of Neo and Smith during the fighting part really amused us.. me yingfeng yiting elvin had a good laugh at it.. perhaps the storyline of revolution was kinda predictable and sort of �uncool� if u compare it to reloaded and the 1st sequel.. hence some ppl found it sucky.. but everything that has a beginning must have an end rite hahha � phrase that was constantly emphasised in the show and never fails to generate some laughter in the audience..