SighZ.. i've just accepted NUS science.. they din even gave me any other options. accepted NTU bioengine a couple of weeks ago too.. still kinda undecided wad to do actually. shucks la i still dun have a very clear direction with regards to wad i wan to do in future. really wished that i could have got into medicine.. but its kinda far fetched for me now. just have to resign to fate that i'm not as good or as lucky as the rest. dun have that kind of money to go overseas too.. Haiz.

Survived my field camp and 16K route march.. i din purposely fail anything as i planned to initially so that i can get into a slack unit.. just find it too hypocritical if i really did that so guess i'm on my way to sispec now... which i vowed not to go..dun think i can make it to OCS either.. had actually wanted to slack thru my army life.. but now it doesn't seem to be coming true.. my friends in sispec and OCS are all like struggling and having a hard time now..

feeling quite helpless and "directionless" now.. ayez.. evrything doesn't seem to be going the way i want.. or rather i dun really know wad i want. ironic manz...

went marina south just now to eat zheng fa seafood.. its the same bbq and steamboat thingy.. but the food there is like nicer compared to other stalls.. we've given live prawns to cook.. felt super sinful about it man.. it was still moving and struggling when we put it into the hot boiling soup.. kinda cruel.. but it really tasted kinda fresh and tasty though.. hahaha

going to watch the day after tomorrow with my 77 classmates tmr. its really been a long time since i met them man.. almost 2 months.. i rem the last time going out with them was like just before i enlist and *volaz* i'm going to POP this friday.. time flies man