today got a very funny percursion tutor took us for sectionals during band pract...he's very knowledgeable la i have to say..and learnt alot of new things from him...have to say he kinda rekindled my interest bit in the midst of boring n drilling practs to prepare us for syf.. think mr leng really flared up today...in the absence of our whole percursion section coz we were upstairs...so also dun really know wad happened...den he didn't conduct us for the whole afternoon..just sat there in the corner giving the black face.. think he's super disappointed n pissed with us.? ayez dunno la. think weiping n the rest must be tremendously stressed up now..

i just realised i got to go "sao3 mu4" tmr...cannot dun go la...been quite some since i last went to visit my grandpa's n etc graves..so think i shld go..looks like i need to wake up early tmr to get my work done...intend to cut my hair tmr one...its really getting irritating with it touching my ears n curling up all over....haaha...but like no time tmr..mite be getting a new phone tmr..yAyz..=P though my bank passbook is gonna look pathetic again ayezzzz...

The Middle-earth Name Generator


According to the Red Book of Westmarch,
In Middle-earth, Heng Jian Wei was a
Handsome Stoor

Elven Name Possibilities for Heng Jian Wei
The root name suitable for feminine and masculine is:
Astaldohith
Another masculine version is:
Astaldohithion
More feminine versions are:
Astaldohithiel
Astaldohithien
Astaldohithwen

Hobbit lad name for Heng Jian Wei
Erling Chubb from Whitfurrows

Dwarven Name for Heng Jian Wei
Norin Silentlegs
This name is for both genders.

Orkish Name for Heng Jian Wei
Krumgob the Mean
This name is for both genders.



Quite kewl...

Haven blogged for quite some time..quite a hectic week i have to say...den too tired to do my tutorials and not to mention to come online...actually i kinda agree with suyi lor...find it abit no point in bloggging coz there are lots of things that i want to blog about but due to lots of reasons including worrying abt too many ppl knowing wad i really think just prevent me from typing wad i want to say sometimes.

Went to esplande concert hall on wed to catch rj band concert...well i really have to admit the band and the venue itself were equally impressive =O the acoustics in the hall was v good i think...i dunno how to descirbe la its just good.. den at the beginning we were like wahz....n really felt that our band really was pale in comparison to them...haiz....hope we can make it in SYF manz...but i think the concert though did displayed their superb skills...but the repertoire was quite sian lor...the pieces they played...erm not v entertaining i think...i nearly fell asleep...hahaha...but overall still quite nice la..

went for NS checkup todayz...i was in quite a rushz walking v quickly almost equivalent to running liaoz when i reched there...suppose to be there by 11 den i guess i left school too late.... den when they take my temp...den 1 moment i saw it shooting up to 38....den i waS like shit....are they going to send me to TTS!!! but the thermometer v weird...the temp slowly strts to drop agin to 37.3 lydat den it started to beeped....quite funny...so its alrite lor.. got pes A dunno whether it is a good thing or not...i thot they will find sth wrong with me coz i often feel going to faint after vigorous exercise...fainted durin pri sch b4 after PE...but that time the doc didn't find anything wrong with me...

got back my GP n bio le...GP was alright...got b4 as usual have been getting b4 all the time since last year... bio was okiee la..not too happy abt it n not too sad abt it alos...got D only...ayez heck laz...

hEYz....didn't blog yest coz i dozed off while trying to reading my bio kidney notes..watched johnny english on the good friday hols..itS such a lame show!
there were some parts it was soo dumb that i couldn't make me laugh..quite a no brainer show but no doubt overall is an entertaining and hilarious movie..quite a good destresser..joker's show la..william din make it..so left with me josh elv clive n daida...just realised that the juniors went p.s to watch johnny english too...

Had band today...i was kinda bored to death durin the pract while the rest of the band was tunning/ fixing their stuff... got quite a scare today when it seemed that wp was on the verge of breaking down when he was talking to us....haiz..sheesh i really hope we can make it in the end manz.

need to do homework on sunday liaoz...really got tons of homework ..lagging like shit....i was telling kenvin u name it and i have it.. jialat ahz..

i realised that all my blog entries i started by saying i m v tired hahaha....hmmz must take the opportunity to rest during this long weekend..

just went for huiyu's church musical...the musical was about the life of jesus from the day he was born till the day he got crucified la...n the whole session was talking about how great jesus and that kind of stuff la...i mean some stuff i agree with la but i just felt quite uncomfortable thruout the whole session think zixuan felt the same too....actually i din really expect that la but it is not the first time i experienced this type of thing la.. i mean i am quite undecided n confused lor....i mean i dun think i want to remain as a freethinker..n sometimes i even see myself being a christian or catholic...but somehow i still quite weird n awkward leh..i dunno wad i want lor...hmmm really not a good thing to ponder about after a hectic week of school...hmm...i guess i will eventually grow out of the stage emerging wad i really want...tho i hope tht will be like soon also...aanyway this dilenma of mine has existed kinda long ago but i nv thought of it for very long time until today when i stepped into a church again...

argh i feel abit restricted sometimes in posting wad i want to say here...hahaha hmmz though i dun think many ppl are reading it i just dun feel secure...think coz i m those type of person that dun usually open up to ppl alot except a few close frenz...

going to watch johnny english tmr... though got quite pissed before thatz in having to ask ppl n ppl giving me lukewarm responses...hope its a nice show tho..

SUpEr SupEr tired manz..just finished band pract just now...had a very "heavy" session..Mr Leng kinda had enough of our haphazard and not up to expectations playing n sort of exploded...everyone were quite shocked i think when he chased the whole tromB n trumpet session out of the room.. den after playing for awhile...he kinda lectured us for abt slightly more than half n hour...i think wad he said was very true lor...its really a waste if we let such petty problems which could be solved by our own initiative hamper us from getting wad we want... hAiz...sometimes i am guilty of wad he mentions la...but is like i dunno why i can't immense myself fully n give in my 100%... perhaps i feel quite fei in band sometimes due to my amatuer level of understanding n knowledge of music...den i only given v little parts...but den n again...i find myself quite fortunate to be able to play for SYF...No doubt i will keep reminding myself to be positive and continue learning as we go along..so far my section have been quite alright l...but my section abit dettached from the band also...aye...this is another problem la..dun wish to elaborate now....

Had council elections todAyz..i was super bored by the Q&A session only got "woke up" by either silly or cool comments by the few of them...in the end weifng mikail benjamin and zhien all got in..congrats man...i think u all were greatz..but i din voted for kevin la and he really din get in...ayez....dunno leh...i didn't feel like voting for him lso..dunno why...k...kaimin joined band today...i din know he was from TCHS band too...including him got 4 juniors in my junior class in band now + yintat daryl n leehui...so many...

going to catch a drama tmr nite...so better go sleep early...going to watch rj concert nxt weds...@ esplanade! think will be nice =)

feling kinda tired now..ZzzzZ.. forced myself not to sleep to do some work and i ended up only 3 physics mcqs and immediately got distracted by the HC yearbook...n here am i online...Slack man...saw some v funny and interesting pictures hahahaz...found my pic in the OAC section and not the band section...wad an irony manz. ayez well....

band practs getting more n more intensive...can't help it we really dun sound up to standard...den during most band practs i feel so fei most of the time.....=( n when i go home i feel so sian till i dun feel like doing anything..some more going to miss lessonsz...getting bit worried...argh musn't slack! IF i only i can get some motivation from someone or somewhere sometimes....gonna spend my 4 periods of council elections wisely by doing some work...hope i do manz...=) this weekend must do wadever stuff i have i can..

Oh ya....as expected n predicted i failed physics...ayezzz n it wasn't by abit lor..tho its still n O..hiyoz...i reaally dunno wad to do with physics man.. Was QuitE happy with my maths...GoT a B.. this is my first time getting a B for anything....=P but i think i was quite lucky l.. i only expected a E or D...

HeY hope our class ppl can go ktv on fri...dun wanna to disappoint daida again n again lor...promised him to go ktv quite long ago den up to now nv mterialise...he has been msging me so i feeling quite paiseh when i tell him it is cancelled or postponed or wadever all the time..

k going off noW...tiRED...

k i am utterly piSSEDD by this stupid blog thingy...i spent like 45 mins typing a v long entry n i didn't save or copy it to somewhere else..den when i want to publish it the error msg came out sying the html is too long...den when i click bck i just couldn't retrieve wad i typed...WTF.....n now mum is scolding me for using the com so late....heck i not going to retype liaoz..sucks...stupid blog....why no body warned me bt thatz.. HMMPHZ

ZZzzz think i going to fall asleep soon..And theres still bio lect tmr 8 to 11 *sighz*

juSt finished bloCk teSt today....Finally man..after like soo long..dun think i m gonna do well tho..at least i am quite sure about maths n physics...physix think v high possibility of failing liao....10 ppl in our class fail... i must be one of them =( Ayez.. hope bio n chem will be better tho.

JuSt went ktv just now instead of sentosa due to the rain...wahz...5 hours of singing...n only $8+ really quite worth it...really good place to go next time. -- KstAr @ LuCky ChinAtown..quite guilty tho...coz i told parents i went sentosa instead of ktv....heck lA...

k i think i wanna go sleep liao...actually thought of quite lot of things to blog but my mind seems quite empty now leh...filled with ZZzzz only i guess...hope tmr will go out...at least in the afternoon...coz dad not working...den bound to be some squabbles here n there btw mum n dad....think they today bad mood or wad la.....heck...just dunn wann be in the midst of their arguements which more than often appear to me as, silly n uncalled for n can be prevented.....bleaahz....

hmm yingfeng juST called..pHEwz confirm tmr no blk test..so i dun have to rush through my chem like mad fearing the possibility of test tmr... seems like this sars hols din really help lot in my revision..kinda slacked it away...well...take it that i will stardee harder in the june hols... normally i would also be playing in the first week of june so ply less in june lor...*hopefully i will be discipline enough*

hAs been pouring like mad today...happen that today is also leslie cheung's "funeral" day..933 has been playing his songs since noon time...haiz quite a sad thing manz...den saw so many ppl crying on tv in HK...

Tmr gotta go school liAo...quite looking forward to seeing everybody...wonder wad kind SarS precaution they gonna have..hmm shld i watch wo cai later or shld i go slEep....? or shld i continue studying chem? blEahz.. =P

What month should you have been born in?

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Did some bio todayz...n its relly v little...haiz.. nothing eventful today..in fact everyday seems uneventful for me....*boREd*

School reopening on wedz.. hmmmZ...that means only got 3 days to study if exams are on wed...SIANz... so tmr i must go stardee ..so may not be blogging... Quite unfair sec sch ppl until 14th...as if our immune system stronger than them lydat... haha...but pri sch kids...k i got nothing to say...nvm..

hmmmz took me like1+ hours to get this blog in shape...who ask me to be a html idiot...hiyoZ...wondered who so free go invent those type of senseless commands...n computing ppl have to know them like we know maths...dunno how they memorise n make sense out of it..thankS kenvin for ur help anyway...

heard from somewhere that when got ppl who work in tan tock seng (bearing the badge n uniform) enter an mrt train or bus....they always have a seat coz evryone siams away from them the moment they stepped in... in a way its quite funny...but we do have to rememeber that they re the most respectable ppl we have around here...

k mothing much to talk about liao..going to watch tv later...haiz my last day of slacking...

YoiEeee slackin again...trying to find some pictures to add to this blog...so dull...my bio still got alot haven revise..jialat dun care liaoz...only going to pia if tmr they say the sch hols are not going to extend... missing school bit though i still hope we have extened hols

had no idea who got voted out of american idol yesterday...dunno why i din manage to tape the last part.. hmmphz..i think simon is too harsh on those contestants...but well...it woun be interesting to see praises all the time as well..spice up things mahz.

just msged her today..just to find out how shes doing..think i really v bo liaoz..k nvm haha...

been rainnng all day n jingwen said she going to ubin today hahha....good luck to her man....think she must have been a luo tang ji..

found some vvv nice pictures of SHE..=) -----> http://members.lycos.co.uk/sheforums/index.php?s=6e5d02e3123d8a27f3afa8d4cd282251&act=SF&f=14

managed to change the light bulb in my room fo the first time...couldn't stand it flickering non stop...normally this type of thing is my dad do one...hahah its high time i learn to do things myself.. hey gtg liaoz...

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TEST RESULTS
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfillment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realize the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

At this time you 'need to be needed' and again you 'need to need'. You have had this feeling for some time now and you are looking for someone who could share a close bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy. You have the belief that with the right person you could conquer the world.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.

You are the little prince.


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HAizzzzzzzz As expectEd i can't go ktv or pool =( actually i know mum sure say NO one but i still 'ying zhe tou pi' go ask her.. k nvm loR....lalalala........So So i shall stay at home n mug? sheeshz..or slack rather...need to study bio...sickening lehz. why hols so pathetic one..

Dad's having fever n flu...and they are getting real paranoid..haiz....dun think there's anything miis wad...just normal flu...do recover soon dad..

aye i dunno wad to blog about..hahaha my life is so boring. i hoping the sch hols will extend now...so i dun have to study my bio now...why do they have to wait till sat den announce...they announce now den if confirm got sch i will pia...den no sch i can slack like shit mahz. hahaha think i like super lazy..

k relli dunno wad to say liaoz. gotta go ...

Argh i really hAve no idea wads wrong with this blog....can't seem to get my posts publish....can't generate the page..aiya...sianz...

i can't believe i got tricked by cheowlit yesterday bout school reopening on thurs...i am so dumb...but the website seem so real..i wonder who so bo liao go and edit the channel news asia webpage..... http://66.28.45.137/sgsars/index.htm


Leslie ChuenG juSt commited sucide yEsterday... hAiz dun understand why ppl give up their lives so easily when so many ppl out there are fighting so hard to survive.real sad thing man.



Mum just when to see doctor...den her bone density test wAsn't v good.. some parts of her bone was getting brittle. =( so had to be on medication hAiz....why does she have to face all these stuff one after another...hope she will be fine and strong.. think shld be okie..heard my aunt also got such problem also but think shld be okie.. so fine la sometimes i think i myself like v insensitive or unfilial wad i dunno how to put it...feel guilty aiya i really dunno how to say..just feel that i m not as sensible as wad i shld be... gonna get her a nice mother's daypresent..



juSt watched My Sassy Girl...think its quite a nice show..quite different from those typical love stories..but i woun want to have a girlfriend like that girl hahaha...tho the girl quite pretty.. I believe is a v nice song too.. =)



Shit la I MUST STUDY!!! k going off to study after blogging... can't stand myself so slack.!

1st APRIL 2003

i StartEd thiS purelY out of fun..hahaha dunno whether i will continue or not..hope i will.. getting v bored here... under house arrest cannot go anywhere except fren's house...but disturbing them like not vv good also... so have been staying home these few days..Bored bORed bORED...!! Argh Save ME~!

heard they re going ktv on fri..hope i can go! haven touched my bio since last week... must start tmr.. must sleep earlier tonight wait like past few days slept at 2 den morning no mood to do anything at all..

Eh i totally suck at this html thingy...complete idiot at it..the templetes all quite ugly...den i also dunno how to custom make my own...so now just have to make do with it..Ayez...