i realised that all my blog entries i started by saying i m v tired hahaha....hmmz must take the opportunity to rest during this long weekend..

just went for huiyu's church musical...the musical was about the life of jesus from the day he was born till the day he got crucified la...n the whole session was talking about how great jesus and that kind of stuff la...i mean some stuff i agree with la but i just felt quite uncomfortable thruout the whole session think zixuan felt the same too....actually i din really expect that la but it is not the first time i experienced this type of thing la.. i mean i am quite undecided n confused lor....i mean i dun think i want to remain as a freethinker..n sometimes i even see myself being a christian or catholic...but somehow i still quite weird n awkward leh..i dunno wad i want lor...hmmm really not a good thing to ponder about after a hectic week of school...hmm...i guess i will eventually grow out of the stage emerging wad i really want...tho i hope tht will be like soon also...aanyway this dilenma of mine has existed kinda long ago but i nv thought of it for very long time until today when i stepped into a church again...

argh i feel abit restricted sometimes in posting wad i want to say here...hahaha hmmz though i dun think many ppl are reading it i just dun feel secure...think coz i m those type of person that dun usually open up to ppl alot except a few close frenz...

going to watch johnny english tmr... though got quite pissed before thatz in having to ask ppl n ppl giving me lukewarm responses...hope its a nice show tho..