Wednesday, July 16

haven blogged for a while since preceptorship was over. dunno where to start liao. Have basically been going to sch for rag, partoring(getting ourselves injured in ecp haha oops=P),oh ya mayb more notably getting a new laptop=) Have to thank kenvin for printing out those co-op brochures, acc me down to funan to analyze those specs-prices/choose and even got a discount from his boss. Thanks bro.

Somehow the topic of charting our future, doing things now to boast our resume, finding out wad we want, how to earn the big bucks n not be a normal tom dick n harry singaporean out there on the street 10 yrs down the rd has nv failed to be in a major part of our discussion when the band of bros meetup these days. Admittedly i was feeling pretty sianz n tired of it alr n my face prob showed it when tw asked me twice why i look so sian like 心事重重. haz. I know its the pharmacy inferiority syndrome at work again but u know i cannot control it. I hate it when ppl ask me abt my internship pay when i meetup with other frens, i hate it when ppl give u the huh look when i say i work at guardian, i even went to the extent of lying tt i am not doing intern when i bumped into one of my jc accquant who is a high flyer in smu. Argh crap. I jus 过不了自己那一关. Can't convince myself sometimes tt pharmacy has its decent prospects. And prob my pharm gf n I has talked abt this for coutless time abt this issue n sometimes i thank her for pulling me back and letting me feel tt pharm is not tt sucky after all. well at least i love what i am studying, and i love the frens i have in pharm. i mean its jus the aft grad part rite. its jus my pay n prospect mah. haha shit. dunno la =P I shld jus enjoy my uni life now.

Prob not going anywhere overseas this hols. nvm can save money. going to mambo later. haha 1st time. like finally. yay.