Been feeling very weird lately.. I can't seem to pinpoint out a single reason/event for this state of mind. Its like i dunno wad to feel or how i should feel.. I dunno how to describe it.. Its neither sad nor happy.. or maybe it just interswitches too quickly.. seems like too many things are happening ard me or to me.. its just too damn chaotic.. maybe i'm just tired.. i'm a bloody confused and screwed up idiot.