Finally had decent jap food! And its so near my house. Haha. Sushi Tei at thomson plaza! Chekwun nxt time come thomson plaza.. no queue de and woun get wet bcox of stupid fountain =p didn't order sashimi as I was still having gastric flu/problem. Damn sian la I think I really cannot drink coffee.. Must be overdose of coffee this sem thanks to the 4 day 8am lectures timetable. Sux man. I feel so weak without coffee.. how. Do i have to resort to decaff coffee? but decaff. argh

Somehow I have the feeling I'm having lesser and lesser friends. I keep asking my mum out to shop with me recently..Which isn't exactly a bad thing either. And my life seems v boring. Everyday go office at 9, go home at 6, sleep before 12. (other than today cox tmr is a PH).I can't say its bad either and neither do I feel sad abt it. I am actually OK with it Its a good routine wad. Wads wrong with me ah? Am I slowly evoling into an ah pek.. and in addition my hair keeps fallIng off.. Haha wadever.

Oh no only abt a month left! this sem was real fast. I'm damn scared of DFD. haha but heck

Been neglecting my blog and neglecting the com... rather my own com. Haven really been online as often as previous times simply becox i'am already facing the com like 9 hours a day in the office. But its quite slack la and super boring.. however it kinda makes me rem the classes of drugs so i guess it shld be gd.

I started to paint my room.. its gonna be alternating white n blue on each wall. Hahah i feel like drawing some patterns or designs after watching bai jia le everywk.. but then my arty skills r pretty limited. any1 out there wan to help? lol. And painting the ceiling is really shag. Its really a pain in the neck.

DFD was a disaster. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Dunno how to study for SP.. Y test us on language modals, usage of tense, reordering of sentences. Am I in pri or sec sch? SHIT u NUS> So is any of u mugging a grammar book now? and dun feel like studying for stats either. Ya and later I'm going to regret. Argh wadever. SHIT U NUS. Argh. Why is everything so results oriented. Somehow I got a feeling I'm going to get BBBBBs for this sem. WTF.And y m I so upset! WTH wad kind of entry is this. ARgh.

One more week left! I dunno whether it should come quickly or slowly so tt i have more time to mug. Haven been mugging v hard but this sem effectively i only got 3 mods to handle for exams (minus SP lol) last sem was 4 now is 3. And if i dun improve i really shld go bang my head.

Suddenly v scared of DFD. I thot I did okay for the pract test but my grades proved me wrong. Why they release the grades ah. Must b alot ppl go ask la. But anw its jus a stupid test. Exams exams. And the spreading and interfacial tutorial is scaring me. I cannot afford a repeat of physical pharm.. How many times in NUS can u see this kind of grade or rather afford to see this grade. haha. I hope is jus once.

The Great Expectations

Do we always have to expect the unexpected or simply expect less? Why do we have to expect what others are expecting of ourselves? What do u expect?


I'm just giving you the taste of your own medicine. Feels like an idiot rite?

I managed to find the correct one thanks to tp lol! This is really power...some parts i can't understand also but its jus owning Its a super zai and awesome tho its literally describing a girl like 花瓶. 一个非同凡响的花瓶吧。

青花瓷

词:方文山 曲:周杰伦
素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡
瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然
宣纸上走笔至此搁一半

釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏
而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散去到我去不了的地方

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
月色被打捞起晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽你眼带笑意

色白花青的锦鲤跃然於碗底
临摹宋体落款时却惦记著你
你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密
极细腻犹如绣花针落地
帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿
而我路过那江南小镇惹了你
在泼墨山水画里你从墨色深处被隐去

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
月色被打捞起晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽你眼带笑意

the 4 birthday babies =)

all of us =)

Argh done so little work this week.. and nxt wk is prob gonna be panic mode.. gd luck to me.

Thanks to all for all the birthday wishes esp poh from Sweden and cheow from aussie.. hope there woun be a bomb in my nxt phone bill.. and of course the presents from ahnehkins, shne, cp, mcv & xn..thankew!.. and of cox my zuee.. i almost thot we're not even going out le.. but haha u surprised me. *touched* thanks dear.

There is a really a WORLD of difference between "doctor say cancel" and "doctor say cancer" Devastating difference. Dammit. My godness. The importance of EFFECTIVE communication. adding one or two more words like doctor say operation cancel or doctor say postponed would have been much better.

i like 青花瓷! Yes i am cheena. like the chorus alot..the lyrics are so damn beautiful..超有意境。方文山 is my 偶像 man! but some parts cannot catch.. googled and i got all sorts of funny versions dunno which is right.. shld i jus go buy the album. 最长的电影 is nice too

Ahnehkin outing! At geylang where we sang kaihui a birthday song. all the aunties and ah peks are staring at us in that "what are these kids doing here" look.. haha
Ate 933 roast duck and braised duck which was good but serving abit litle and some not v tasty kway chup for dinner
Dinner no.2 was durians with some super expensive elvis presley durian literally called 猫王 or sth lydat and kampung and D24 etc etc dunno wad species.
Dinner no.3 was 豆浆油条 yumm
so shiok.. but nothing comparable to sean who had both chicken n duck(best of both worlds =P) plus laksa before this 3 course dinner. And he got pregnant after that.HAhaha.

Which College Major Should You Be?
	Your major should be part Biology. You work hard, and you're gonna keep working hard for many years to come. That's why you keep your work organized and your health in good shape.
	Your major should be part Art. You are sensitive, creative, and you don't follow established rules. Unfortunately, you'll have to follow some rules if you ever want that promotion at Starbucks.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Argh omg.. its almost one month anniversary since I last touch my blog.. my sincere apologies to all my ardent fan si out there.(wads new abt jw not updated actually =p) Yea and its all facebook's fault this time round. Its such a waste of time but yet i can't help it but take a look at it at least once a day. And i'm so suagu.. the whole world is on it liao but i jus registered.

Well, this sem has really been very very fast.. Somehow this sem is just filled with many many rubbish and weird assignments..is like alot alot of things to do but it isn't exactly very difficult.. and the stuff doesn't seem very academic or pharm related to me.. other than dfd and bahasa which i think are quite interesting. poster presentation, non stop editing of essays, cooking project for bahasa, some weird stats report which is like absolutely pointless.. this sem is just FULL of "surprises" Some pleasant, some irritating tho.

Realised that if u wear contacts and cut onions u woun tear! well at least tts the case for me.. Or maybe its jus me being powerful... lol but my hand reek of the onion smell for at least 1 day after the bahasa cooking session. Thanks again to wonderful kaihui for allowing us to mess up her kitchen and all sorts of nonsense. haha..

No more labs this wk onwards... which means no more excuse to slack. argh. yay durians on sat! =p

So the mid sem break is here. Half hearted yay~1/2!

Went to st john's island for the yep retreat over the wkend.. haha yea st john's island. weird and real ulu place hur. but did somewhat enjoyed myself.. laughed alot i think.. away from civilisation, away from all the notes and work, jus relax, eating nonstop(nutella! snacks, amkave10 nasi lemak..5 meals a day~), sleep, watch tv, play games/facilation sessions(bridge! song guessing game haha) and also got to know some of the ppl in the team better.. a pity that i din get much of the sun, and the beach was almost nonexistent anyway.

Had a chance to visit kusu island.. as the ferry "transited" there enroute to st john.Went to the famous temple where suagu me discovered abt ringing bell thingy when u offer 香油钱..apparently its a practise found in alot of other temples.. Fed tortoises on our way back with our unfinished bread. I think its the 1st time i have seen so many of them together at one place. and to quote xt, they are certainly not slow when it comes to snatching food haha..

today's pharmstats lab was damn darn funny.. well wad to do.. we have a damn interesting lecturer that bores us to death. Cp u shld jus invite our dear prof to chat with all of us nxt time since u said u have his msn. I wonder if the TA will tell him anything..HAha who cares. I think i was entertaining him until i got too paiseh to continue chatting when 2 TAs were staring at my screen.

bahasa was damn funny also. we jus got damn cranky n high for no apparent reason..there's this v zi high girl in my class tt laughs damn loudly and ya the highly contagious type.. when i pronounced apel(apple) as ah bao she was laughing like dunno wad..ah bao bagaimana... den dunno why got durian apa kabar? durian baik baik saja. haha 超级无理头=p

almost forgot.. Van おたんじょうびおめでとう！！

jiawei said I was a good boy today -_- sheeshz.

Made chocs! Ok la not really make from scratch, but melted the choc bar and added my own ingredient and stuff and place it into a nice mould. was experimenting to see if we can sell it to raise funds for YEP trip.. haha but its fun~ like having to TRITURATE the oreo powder properly with the melted choc. So if eventually we decide to sell it u all must buy!

Felt that I really need to get this off my chest.. but I dunno how and where to start

There was only one word to describe my feeling towards this particular grp of ppl=utter disappointment. I didn’t have to be there last sat to know what happened or rather what was going to happen. I chose not to turn up as I knew no matter how we explained or rather, fight, (under that kind of circumstances I supposed this might be an appropriate word) it would be futile against the sheer number of fingers pointing at us, and I definitely had other better things to do than to talk to these ppl. My heart goes out to Cheryl and Choonpei for having to handle this shit, but at the end of the day, everything is over and we certainly have nothing against our conscience.

Firstly to begin with, how much support/help did we get from these ppl? Isn’t FOC/FOW a highlight event of the club? Given the traditional pathetic participation of the pharm cohort, if the exco still doesn’t show their support by at least turning up/or being more involved, how you expect the rest of the cohort to be enthusiastic about these events? Ya I know, there’s perceptorship and RAG, but that isn’t really an excuse. Of course, we will remember those that who had helped, n we really appreciate it a lot.

You guys claim that we should have more initiative in asking whether we can have deficits and dig onto reserves, let me ask you then WHERE is your initiative as a active member/exco of the club then. It doesn’t have to be in this aspect but wheres ur initiative to help in all relevant aspects?? Back to the point, we weren’t even told that it was okay to incur a loss; we were told to save n save n budget and we have really tried our best to strike a balance; you all made noise when we order $2 lunch vs ur super cheap but horrible $1 lunch last year; and after all it simply didn’t make sense to run a orientation event and make a lost. If u all really think we are charging too high a price for a matric pack, and have jnr’s welfare at heart, then use the reserves fund now n pay back into the jnr’s class fund la. Then it would be best welfare for the jnrs, since u all claim we never consider our jnr’s welfare.

So not only you all din help much, but u all pointed so much fingers at us throughout the entire orientation project. I daresay the programme for FOW is so much better this year, based on feedback from our jnrs, and instead of being appreciative n recognizing our efforts(haz), you all only know how to make noise. I am sure you guys have organized this before last year, and you know how hard it is, why make things so difficult for us? is it an yearly agenda of the agm to shoot FOW comm every yr?

Simply cannot comprehend why things will end up lydat. I really hope the new exco will do a better job this year. I have faith in u guys. And the juniors stop complaining so much, you will understand when its ur turn to organize nxt yr.

VEry Very random and boring ramblings

saya tidak senang SP1203, karena it jus sux. tidak mau do assignment.
saya mau pergi ke pator, mau makan waruku, mau pergi ke zoo. Tetapi tidak ada time. Mengapa lydat???

This sem is soo "language-based". The stupid SP mod, bahasa indon, the trying-to-be funny pharm laws, which some legislations i have to read a few times before understanding what it means. Lawyers really need a gd command of language.
My brain is crying out for help! argh.

I'm actually looking forward to dispensing practs and dfd practs these days. The emulsion we made on mon was like how nice!! its sooooSmOOth la.. looks like condensed milk. The pessaries I made few wks ago seemed to have melted.. its more like gummy bears now. why lydat ah. Thoti ts supposed to melt there and not in my hands or in my cupboard. argh haha wadever.

My pessaries turned out fine after all =) I couldn't be bothered to wait till the gelatin thingy evaporated to 10g.. NO time liao...hence i didn't dare to open the mould to retrieve it after 30 mins. was so scared they will jus break or melt in front of me or sth horrible will happen to it. haz. I didn't expect it to be so jelly-like. u know like gummy bears tt kind. haha. V stressful but rather exciting pract. And the ointment was just super messy. OILY was the word of the day la.

Its really infuriating to have parents who don't understand your plight and says/worries abt sth that is totally out of the world, like NOT BEING ABLE to GRADUATE because I "cheated" the school and BROKE the LAW and need to engage a lawyer. Am I really doing sth that unethical? Ya I know ask the four boxes rite? or visit an ethics consultant.

The beginning of this sem as well as the prospect of this sem totally sux. Ya rite its only year2sem1 i know. suppose to be easy peasY. No bio related topics, physical pharm part2, risk of only having 4 mods. Sounds thrilling.

Blame it on the seventh month, blame it on my fried brain. My head is like bursting any moment.

the new windows live hotmail totally sux. so does ivle 8.

I jus needed to bitch. my 500th post rocks.

Phew.. Everything's finally over.. So much happened in this week that I dunno how to blog about it.. FOW,national day,Rag..

FOW
Certainly got to interact more with the juniors this time round, due to the lack of ogls/snrs and me being gamemaster for quite some games/food hunt but somehow for me and many of the seniors FOW was more relaxing than the camp.. somehow all the stress went to choonpei. Opps.Haha.. no la she certainly did a good job and probably I was guilty of being insensitive and not taking the initiative of helping out sometimes.. But in any case everything is over.. And we certainly did a good job for a 1st stayover for FOW! evident from some of the positive feedback we got from our juniors. Well done everyone! Thanks to all!

National Day
是甜的，只因有你。haha.Everything was perfect. The food,(i luv waruku now!), the fireworks and of cox you. Mayb minus the squeezing thru the crowd part. haha

Rag
Certainly agreed with many of my classmates, brings back the memories. How could i ever forget the times when we played cardless daidee shouting from one enclosed backdrop to another, the highly exciting adrenaline rush of pushing the metal frame backdrop without knowing when to stop(and all the gers screaming). I mean though they are jus some small little stuff, but are certainly fond memories for many.

突然又觉得自己又老了。唉。。

明天又是一个新学年了。也不知为何，总觉得有些面孔会给我及熟悉但又陌生的感觉。

-end of my 499th post-

Went to take a peek at pharm's rag tentage this afternon after FOW prog stuff. Its like sooo nice!!! I think we deserve a best newcomer for float or sth.. hopefully can win sth la. Its really like sooo much nicer and professional compared to last yr. Prob due to more planning time and a better budget. So proud of pharm raggers =) You guys are damn zai~ I suddenly fet abit sad that I'm not involved in rag this year.. but i can't b like doing so many things.. haha. 加油！！！